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Hello, isn't it wonderful how I can refrain from using the computer? Aye, yes it is. Or rather, every single day is so pack, I can't afford anytime to relax and take a breather, let alone coming online, sheeshhhhhhh.

Okay, anyway, tuition was awesome! Hahahah, we got 'lost', & everything elses. The St Francis guy, and SCGS girl. Hahahha, & Dee finishes her chemical eqns really fast, gee. Hahahaha! Tuesday was great, dance & everything, brings back so much youth & fun (okay, sounds like I'm terribly old, but I'm not, for heavens sake). Wednesday, a fruitful lunch session, with senseless chatters thats crucial in friendship (: Thursday was plain old doing Amath, & mugging for Bio test at night. & I swear I've been going home arnd 7 plus almost everyday, & I'm mentally, physically, totally drained. See what I mean about not having time?

FRIDAY.SUCKED.BALLS.

Seriously, one of the worst days ever.

I allowed my emotions get the better of me, & that, honestly wasn't that much enjoyable. For bloody heaven's sake. Breaking down in jitters aft cramping finish Chinese test was more than enough, but, the system doesn't think so. I had Amath and Bio test, simultaneously, how's that sounding?

It gives me the creep, how you have to remember all the details, information, and methods on answering, and without a bloody break, you're going for 2 tests, that requires alot of brainworks. It's not like it's English and Bio where you can totally finish off English fluently.

To top it off, the whole afternoon I spent doing Amath, probably didn't help much. & oh wonderful world, I didn't realise there was a question on the last page of Bio test, how cool is that? I realised it when time was up, what a total mess. & it's not like I didn't know the answer, for the hundredth time, yes I know the god damned answer.

& the fact that I woke up with a nightmare, and my shoe spoilt, didn't really help in making my day.

I can't believe I'm that hot tempered, that weak to actually break down because of all the stress and everything. But well, as easy as I might fall, I'm capable of pulling myself back up really fast. I don't believe in rejoicing over my own fall. I'm all fine now, just that, seriously, friday sucked balls. Okay, it wouldn't if there wasn't so much tests. It's the fking tests that's making me so peeved. Geeeee, can't believe I actually felt that way because of tests. I would call myself a moron. (:

Sorry Jam, I pulled out last minute. I don't think you would want to go out with someone like me who's on the verge of killing people. Sorry guys, for being the most idiotic June you could ever want.

Slept away, & I felt so good when I woke, & well, I'm up and fine right now, in fact, I'm very happy, for some reasons, of course.

Back on track, I really don't want Eclipse to end, but seems like that's not happening, & no, I don't like thattttt ):
It would take much more than breaking down emotionally to get over Edward, HAHAHA.

Okay, it's time I move along, because I need to mug, I can't sit at one corner, looking at my classmates actually burying their heads into their books, while I'm frolicking away, because that would be a total doofus way of life. No way, my conscience doesn't allow me to. Okay, & by the way, that sucks too ):

Midyrs, o, look what have you done?

P.S; I've gotten way too much on the girl-side, oh holy macaroni. My playlists is filled with Mandy Moore's, & I'm loving the things I hear, geez.


"My current apple of my eye."

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