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Friday, November 30, 2007


Title: Lily runs when you look away.

Hello world.

I guess talking does help, thank you!

Basically, life's been a bore, or mundane, whatever fits better. I watched Tyra's show last night, & it made me realise how scary girls can be.

That's something called frenemies between girls.

Frenemies: Your bestfriend, & your worst enemy.

That's crap. I mean, it's gonna be painful to continue living on with the thinking that your bestfriend is gonna cut you down any moment, so you've gotta be on your toes. I mean like, for bloody pete's sake, that's not called a bestfriend.

Isn't life gonna be disgusting knowing that your bestfriend is your worst enemy. I bet it sucks. & hello, those girls could totally say I'm cuter in front of the other, & the whole damn time they were competing who is cuter, who can gather more men & blah blah blah.

What in the world.

Girls are scary, sensitive & weird.

Guys aint that nice too, hah.

Whatever it is, just forsake the idea of frenemies, cause that sucks.

Oh, & how cool. I'm leaving for Beijing tnight. I just hope it's gonna be interesting there. I don't wanna be stuck somewhere, tormented by the weather and the oh so wonderful scenery which is nice, but sometimes, I really do get irritated by it, if I've seen too much of it.

It's just like how you like something, but overdosage of it could totally turn you off.

Off for lunch.

&, smth's wrng with the tagboard, can't seem to reply, so I'll do it here.

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Chevron; HAHAHA, yeah, it's like how you pronounce Wendy, When Dee :D HAHAH.

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Thursday, November 29, 2007


Title: Tea for two.

Do you know how it feels like when you're trying all the methods you could ever think of to talk nicely or do something nice to probably cheer somebody, but all you get is being brushed off with sarcasm?

It sucks, by the way.

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Title: November came, with it, died our love.

Hello world.
I searched up Wiki for some advice on my life.

Rotting: The general decomposition of organic objects.

What wisdom in one sentence.

Basically, life's making a fool of me. What's more interesting than sitting at home, pondering about how I'm about to spend my day? Beats me.

I probably am bored out of my mind. So, I brewed a cup of good ol` coffee, sat down, & read a book. Probably the pigs are gonna start flying soon just because I'm reading. Yeah, I barely read. Just look at how boredom torments me. Oh yeah, I sat down with my sister for some fun, if that is how fun is defined.

I'm leaving for Beijing tmrw, alright. Technically speaking, Saturday early morning, but whatever, doesn't matter.

There's loads to do when I'm back, like going out with Siti, When Dee & all. Going out with Beldy, & not forgetting the upcoming sheetxz, 6b04` chalet. That could totally rock the house down, whatever we are gonna do, even if it may mean playing broken telly, that rocks by the way.

But there's this weird feeling that I get. Too little time, so much to do. Somehow I feel like there's alot that's piling in front of me, but I can't seem to see it. Someone, tell me.

I'm off to get some chocolates, hah.

With love,
xoxo.

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007


Title: Cafe de flore.

Sometimes giving up seems difficult.
But life would probably be easier when you learn to give up.

Life has its own way of messing you up, probably by giving you shit the whole day that goes straight to your face, like saying hah, loser, take that. You really want to give up, but something tells you to go on. But sometimes, giving up would probably be better.

As much as you wanna give up, your stubborn nature asks you not to. That's probably what's gonna get you hanging on.

& sometimes, you prolly wanted so much t love everyone, you want so much to befriend everyone & just be plain jane. Sometimes, you want to follow God's words so much. But as much as we're christians, we're still humans. It's hard to put our human nature down & follow what's right, & that sucks. But sometimes, I rrly wna go against my human nature, but it doesn't go all that smooth.

Well, as much as it's difficult, I'm gna try :D

Anyway, on a lighter note, When Dee is back! Yeah, d monster is back! Jet lag woman, I love her!

With love,
xoxo.

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Title: Black trombone.

I realised I'm back to the blogging sheetxz, but whatever. That doesn't hurt anyway.

So, I woke up at 8am just to bake cookies. That's remarkable, given the fact that I've been waking up at like 1 plus everyday. So, I went to meet Sean Sean(since you still called me June June & I like that, cos it so reminds me of childhood mmrs!) & godma. Had lunch at Hyatt. I swr, that was the nicest buffet I've eaten! But it bloody costed 60 bucks per person. It was nice tho, all d chicken & snacks & desserts & goreng pisangs & all d sheetxz you can get, it's totally awesome!

Went off at arnd 2 plus, & rubbish Sean loves to use d toilet at Hyatt just because it's nice! Hahaha! So, we went to walk arnd, & then t Taka. Met Melissa on d way & I bet she thinks my cuzzy is my guy since she was like staring at him, hah! Well, at least she was w her guy :D

Basically, I miss all those childhood times which I shared with Sean, & well Daphne & everyone elses in d family. I miss how my godma always bring me out, I miss how my godpa always fetched me on friday when I was still in nursery, t go out & eat & play. I miss how I always played with Sean & Daphne. I miss my family.

Watched movie at JP aft that, met TP & Chevvy! Bought two carrots & home! :D

I love life as it is, but I've gotta move on & start on my damned hols hmwrk before I'm screwed.

With love,
xoxo.

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Monday, November 26, 2007


Title: Our love was around the bend.

Kbox & shopping :D

Aye, supposed t meet at like 1230, god, we met arnd 145 2?! God. So we went searching for her desired item.

Blah blah blah. Kbox was rubbish! But funnnnnn! Omg, Joe was so funny, he kept singing Jacky's songs! Man, & there was this weird song. About poisoning, god, it's both Wen & my fav song now, thanks Joe. HAHAH.

Then, went off t Heeren & Wen bought 2 bags(Rich kid huh). Then we went t FarEast. Bus-ed home, & da frigging conversation was so funny, esp when we passed by a particular building! God, indeed we're da two who loves voicing out aye? For our rights, which in this case, doesn't involves any. HAHAH.

Lunch with Sean(Oh god, it's been %(@*% long since i've last met you cuzzy) & aunt at Hard Rock/Hyatt! :D

With love,
xoxo.

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Friday, November 23, 2007


Title: A lovely oasis, where life's weary taste is unknown.

It's nearing the end of the year.

We're all gonna be sixteen, in a blink of eye. But sometimes, we wished we could all just stop the time, but time is running out.

Someday, we'll all come across a box of memory, where you can just sit at the couch, looking at everything, giving a smile on the wrinkled face and probably dropping a tear, and marvel at how innocence has gotten into us at that point of time.

And maybe because it is the time of the year, where you're gonna yearn for more, that's why I'm currently thinking of all the fun I had in primary school.

I can remember how 6B`04 rocked.


I can remember how I looked like an idiot. How I clipped my hair up & sling a pink strapped waterbottle. How I don't smile in photos. How we all had center parting which was oh so cool at that point of time. How I have always been sitting on the front bench during photo sessions. How I love screaming and shouting. How anti-boys I was. How I behaved just like a tomboy. How I was never attracted to Weixiang even though he was kinda like the popular guy. How I sat next to him and talked to him but never once fell for him. How I always had to pair up with him for prefectorial stuff. How I was always standing next to him during Prefect's Investiture. How it all sounded like.
We, the prefects of Radin Mas Primary School, pledge to do our best in our duty and uphold somthing.

Kinda vague, but sounded something like this.
How I screwed myself up by raising my hand up for pledge faster than usual. How I was the naughtiest prefect ever. How I got into trouble with Mrs Tay. How our gang were always playing at the fitness corner. How Vignesh pronounced pebbles as peebles. How Mrs Tay read out the descriptive essay, which went like I sucked my lollipop like a vacuum cleaner which got all of us chuckling real hard. How Yolanda swoon over Mister John Tan. How Jye Huey was my very first friend in the school. How I sat next to Ella in Primary Two. How fate brought the whole clique together. How we spent our post exams time together playing murderer. How we modified Fei Yu Qing's songs and stuff. How Yeewen and I were the noisest, lamest, retarded and 'mature' minded kids. How I threw Weixiang's correction tape when Derrick irritated me to the core. How Weixiang and I were forever taking care of the Primary Two classes and how we loved to shout inside the classes. How significant Primary Five was, with the Prefectorial Board doing up a dance, where I remembered we were forever skipping lessons together, saying we were practising, but all of us were practically playing. How I poured my whole waterbottle on JieJing and how I slapped Ivan. How I forced Weixiang and Meixian to hold hands. How Derrick and I sneaked out of school for fun. How we made fun of papaya bre**t. How I was forever guarding the porch and stairways for duty. How Beryl and I used to be such great friends. How I always attend her birthday party and played with her comp and this heart attack game. How I got stunned by the chocolate cake.

I can remember everything, the clique and the times we spent playing broken telephone and much more. Innocent were the times. And we probable never did expect how we would step out to the world out there, into secondary school life. We probably took each other for granted and just indulged ourselves into the fun, thinking it will go on forever.

Though primary school life ended, I thank God that I'm still in contact with the gang.


Yolanda, Jye Huey, Yeewen, June, Luye, Ella, Teh.
As much as we would like life to go back to the good old times, but reality doesn't entertain such foolish thoughts.

From Primary Six, all of us grew, up till now, it's been 3 years. Many of us have most probably changed, but our friendship didn't waver. It felt great when I could meet up with everyone, going crazy in front of them, as usual, and not feel any distant from them. Probably we are not as innocent as before, not as naive as before, but it still feels heartwarming whenever we met up and just talked about everything.

I can still remember I started celebrating my bithday with Yeewen, in fact, it was our birthdays since mine falls on 1st and hers on the 3rd.




Though we may have gone to different schools, somehow, we always managed to meet up. So, in Secondary Two, we celebrated. I still remembered we were lost in Marina Square for 45 mins, trying desperately to look for Esplanade, our desired location to spend our night. We ate chocolate fondue, talked and took photos. Somehow, you'll never feel the distant even though we probably don't share recesses together anymore. We are forever doing retarded stunts and I remembered that we bought the same skirts and changed it on the spot, we shopped, talked and ate and how we were asking other people for lighters, how we were starving, and how we were forcing ourselves to finish that pathetic piece of cake. Everything just came as natural, and we could just relive everything.




Then it was this year. I still remembered how we spent our time in kbox, just singing only Jay's songs since we're his ardent fans. How Joe was there to sing his retarded songs. After that, we went for Sakae Sushi, and we went in search of our perfect slice of cake. Once again, we borrowed lighter and celebrated, and of course, we bought the same dresses, all in the name of friendship. I can still remember how we planned our 18 years old birthday. No matter what comes our way, I'm very sure, I just wanna celebrate my 18 birthday together with her, with our plans.

Also, our only Jay's songs kbox times are great. We would go mad inside, talk rubbish and everything.

Of course, the clique.


Though separated, we still meet up. And how heartwarming that is, there's no words to describe. The fun we had in primary school. The memories that lingers around the fitness corner, where we always play broken telephone and those chilli crab games, will never be forgotten. The memory of us forever eating laksa and fried chicken is etched deeply. How Yolanda squirmed about the 'clean' first stall auntie, how we would always think of bookshop as our paradise, how we were kinda childish, how we never did quarrell, how we never backstabbed and how we had to climb how many dozens stairs to reach HCL classroom. How we were going mad over 5566 and Jolin Tsai at that point of time. How we attended the same tutions which seriously didn't get any knowledge driven into us, we probably just went there and had fun making up warped theories and writing 'Sorry, my brain freezed' on the paper and just hand it up. How we always called our tuition teacher Dory and how we always laugh our arses off at the back of the class, being the noisest, while the others just quietly do their work. How Yeewen got scolded the 2nd day she came, and how she stopped tuition after one month.

It's great that we had Mrs Tay even though she scared the shitxz outta us when she lifted Jye Huey from the ground, when Jye Huey didn't draw a line. It's great that we had Huang Lao Shi loved us greatly and how we could run out of classroom to take our textbooks from locker without her knowing.

Of course, the great memories of Table Tennis trainings. It all started with only two members. I still remember Yeewen laughing real hard, resulting in her hitting me with her bat. I still remember most of the gang were inside table tennis except ella and teh, who were in netball. I still remember how the bunch of us got 'promoted' to train with coach. Yolanda was the best player among all of us, Jesline and I playing doubles. All those time, were awesome. How we gossiped madly about coach. How we always call Celestine shuai ge. How we always chewed on sweet before competitions. How Jesline and I were forever playing doubles together in competition. How Mister Lum will give us 2 dollars to reward ourselves after competitions. How we never hit rock bottom even though we were not really good at playing table tennis. How we entered the top 3 in zonals and how we fought on where tension and laughter were always present. How somebody was playing hard against others, while Yolanda and I will sing some gay song like, Jingle balls Jingle balls, some are big some are small, just like sotong balls, to ease the tension. And how we would sing the sentosa island song because coach's head reminds us of that. How we would all train with coach while others will have competition as to who will catch more balls with the basket. How coach always say he'll consider us good if we can hit just one ball that he is going to give us. How he likes to turn one whole damn round after hitting the ball which sent us all laughing. How we always take off his track pants in front of Yeewen. How he was smacking the mosquito which we though he was smacking Jye Huey. How Jesline and I will laugh hysterically and play together as one double. And just how those times were fun, having our own compeitions and laughing our arses off, together with working our arses off for competition. Training could never get any better.How Yeewen and I will think which guys are cute, and how we found our legendary Mister Referee and how the gang always went Escape and found Xiao Mei and his twin brother.

Childish as everything may seem, it evokes laughter and tears whenever you think back. And it's just wonderful that we can still sit down now, and talk about everything from the class, even though we may never be as naive as those times when the gang never once did quarrel, nor backstab each other, we were just plain janes, laughing our arses off, thinking this will go on forever. But reality cut us down. But, we can still gather and relive those good old times. This friendship is something to be treasured, and well, I hope we all could keep in contact, all the way till we grow old, till we will all high tea together, reliving all those good old times, and laugh it all off, while our kids and future spouses go on just doing their thing.

That sight will be great.

And the bottomline is, I wish we could all just go on together. Not leaving anyone behind, because this friendship is built up over 9 years, and what we have, is pure innocent fun.

Oh, and for any 6B crazy arse of 2004, here's our class web, cool aye?
http://www.xanga.com/welove6b04
:D

With much love,
xoxo.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007


Title: Took an oath.

I like June alot. I think she's cool.

Whateverxz.

Oh man, I frigging didn't knw I'm flying off next Sat, like what d hellllll?! Alright, so I went t Sentosa w Wen, Ella, LY & Teh (:

It's crazy! Omg, it was like gna rain, we were like, oh god, thanks so much. So, Bukit Purmei residents are d laziest & latest bunch of slackers you can ever get. LY & me were d latest, we were d slackiest arnd. HAHAH. & d Telok Blangah-ers were d rrly sporty ones. Teh, Ella & Wen were playing while LY & I were crazily slacking! HARHARHAR. Played beach volleyball & god, our hands were like, god damned red?! Our blood circulation was like, superb. Then, Ella threw d ball at me, & I was being an idiot, I dodged & it hit my head. Like ?! Continued playing, & I kinda tripped & stuff, god, I was rrly accident prone that day. Wen & Teh had this stupid cheer that goes let's twist again, like we did last summer. Ella & mine was much better, it's just, yeah. HAHAH. Umpire LY was crazily video-ing & photo shooting us! She's funny bunny :D Took loads of pics, 'll upload once 've got my hands on it!

Went off, & I met BFF by fate :D Oh god, that's shows! Then, she handed me this rrly sweet letter that I v much appreciated! I love her, it's a total unexpected friendship, & it was a miracle how we became bestfriends! I love her & we totally need more lunches! :D & updates, lover!

On d tram back, Wen & I were purposely listening to d Umbrella song, then when it was that part, all of us sang, under my umbrella, ELLA, ELLA, eh eh. We practically shouted through d tram :D

Went off t Coffeebean, everyone bought d ultimate, like wow. Then, headed t Pastamania & while Wen, LY & I were being idiots sitting arnd talking, laughing, Teh & Ella were pathetically ordering for us, & they were debating over money srsly, smart arses us, laughed & divided d gst & paid d two debating ones, & they were like, oh, so here's d money. Funny bunny.

Then, we totally talked about how our pri sch was, who we sat, & how anti-guys we were & how we played in class, skipped some lessons, & how delicious canteen food was! & just almost everything, who we hated & those who were irritants.

It was a total gossip time, & it was awesome, just relive those good old times, talking about it, how we were so naive, & how d outside society has turned us out. Still rmb Dory d tuition tcher, which we totally didn't learn anything, we just played d hell outta it! Negative x Negative = Postive. Chuckles, aye!

It was a time t die for, I totally love pri sch friends & times & everything elses that involves pri sch :D & I miss Jye Huey & Yolanda who didn't come! I'm missing them! Hope I'll meet up w em soon once they're back! & God, I can't wait for pri sch chalet! It's been hell lng since we've ever met up, & I rrly thanked those who replied properly! :D I'm excited!

I wouldn't mind gng back, seriously.

Monday! Shopping w Wen & Joe :D

Life is awesome & great, & I totally miss magggggyyyyy. When you're back, we're gna both make an effort t go back again. This 9 mnths of absence may be hard, but we'll do it, just rmb, I loved all those talking & dance lessons times, subway times & everynight talking times. So, we're gna make it work, cos I totally love you!

With love,
xoxo.

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Monday, November 19, 2007


Title: Jellybean!



Meet Jellybean!
It's random,
but I just thought of posting her.
She's adorable :D
& she's my precious.


With love,
xoxo.

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Title: The sight of beauty.

Hello there June!

Okay whatever.

Last week was kinda hectic & stuff. Monday, went out w Tsin & Sel, god, we were like 2 hrs late!? Tuesday was LP :)

Wednesday & Thursday was splendid slacking! Friday, went out w folks & stuff!

Saturday, OMG, EMA! Went Siti's hse, then t meet my folks, dinner & home!

Sunday, I went out with Daph, okay cool, it's been like %@&)*#$@(*&$ long since I've went out with her! It was great, like walking & talking, & well, those juicy family gossips that you can die for! Well, looking back, it's been rrly lng since I've rrly sat down & talked t her, it's sweet, t do this!

We talked about our childhood, how we quarrelled over Pokemon(yes, I've been v much in love with it when I was younger), how I always go over to her hse, how d three of us will play 'war' at night & how just every hols we will at least sleepover once. & how we always play 'crash' on playstation whenever I stayed over.

All those mmrs, were great. & we went t buy those jap marble drink & shared taiyaki. Well, those drinks were our favs when we were young, t think that drinking it was fun. HAHAH.

Dinner, homeeeee. But Sunday still held another meaning t it, besides d point that I went out w Daph. & hence, I love yesterday :)

This cming Sunday, another cool official stay-over at Tsin's hse! Yeah, let's srsly NOT sleep! God, I rrly love my church friends, this 3 girls are d best buds you can ever get, & you can totally count on them t give you fun, laughter & no gossips.

HAHA, let's go eat pies, pies.

& NANA is not a bad show!

With love,
xoxo.

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Title: I love June :D

It's been long!

I don't feel like blogging tho. Cos 'm addicted t Jap dramas!

& I went out with Daph & we relive good ol times! Okay random.

With love,
xoxo.

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Sunday, November 11, 2007


Title: Filth in the beauty.

Now now! I'm in love with Jappy guys instead!

Kamenashi Kazuya & Akanishi Jin from KAT-TUN! OMG! They're OMG. HARHARHAR.

Seriously, they're metrosexual, but yet not gay. They can like do act cutexz stuff yet they're NOT GAY. Hello, even carrying shoulder bags seem to make them gay, but hello, NOT JAPPYS!

Omg, I'm gna learn Jappy aft O levels, then I'll move t Jappy for like maybe 2 years or so! I'm gna crash course drifting. HAR.

the GazettE is an awesome band! Omg, I simply love Filth In The Beauty!

Jappys, awesome!

With love,
xoxo.

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Friday, November 09, 2007


Title: Food for thoughts.

Yes, I'm back with my old skin. Somehow I will always use this skin. Whatever.

So very well, tday I had an inspirational talk with Mister Sherman Seetho which inspired me to go jogging. Honestly, I don't think I brand it inspirational, maybe just motivational. Hahaha! So I procastinated, sadly. & if I didn't know Sherman was a guy, I would most prolly think the person I was speaking with was a girl. HARHARHAR. Skinny aye, white aye!

Hahaha, & I'm gna learn bass, from Mister Sherman. HAHAHA. He'd better teach me well. Okay, now I'm gna feed myself with food, I'm hungry.

With love,
xoxo.

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Thursday, November 08, 2007


Title: Hello there.

God, it's been so long!

Class chalet, I don't wna blog about it, cos it's so long. Like hello, 3 days worth of stuff, thanks but no thanks.

Happy Deepavali, tho I'm no Indian.

I'm gna feed myself with more Jap animes & dramas. They're awesome!

&, I like KAT-TUN.

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