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Friday, September 30, 2005


Title: FRISBEE

the day when i let myself go gaga over a stupid frisbee which hit my head):








Title: thanks for pissing me off.

OMG.todays crap day.BUT I've gained my husband jim,sweetie kelly and boyfriend chermaine(:so cool right.TOGETHER WE ARE ONE HAPPY FAMILY.haha.today frisbee i must thank you for pissing me off.dont act like you are really great with me you know babe.but after serious thinking i think i am alrights already because last weeks sunday school teachings asked me to forgive pple 70x7 times which means infinite.cool rights.AND SARAH THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR HURTING MY FACE WHICH APPARENTLY MY LEFT EYE ALSO AFFECTED NOW.so super pain la.you tootoot.heh.but nvm la.its a game of frisbee.what should we expect.injuries more fun ma!today play so enthu(:lalala.then had free period which watched our class guys play soccer.SOSOSOSOSO fun.hah.sprayed the 'iron goalkeeper' with jellllllliiiiessss(:haha.CHERMAINE WE ARE CREATIVE RIGHT(:yeah.then for lit,OMG thank you mr loh.i managed to finish the effing test BUT with hand aches.crap la.then recess which apparently i was listening to music and eating.so fun.then listened to you're beautiful with chers.then she keep complaining not nice not nice.come on la.its darn nice la.its you who doesnt appreciates hes nice voicy.still say sissy.HAHA.anw.its really nice la.then went into english class which apparently made me run up to locker twice.first time was because i went to take worksheets and realised due to my laziness my keys with xinya.and i ran down and ran up again.and when i ran up they started the ball game and here was an extra teacher which apparently sent miss toh into acting(:heh.and then i was like which guy havent call?hah.and at that point of time!i had my husband JIM(:i chose him,and gave my lover to chermaine.HEH.hes so mine.heh.then later they guys played rugby.i sit with my hsuband(:hah.i said i love you and he said i love you too.SOSOSOSOSO FUN LA.aiyah chers i give you zi.haha.then later joel bluff say tell mr lim abt the rugby thing.in the end blugg one(:LALA.he so darn cute la.in one way or another(:then chinese.argh.got back my test 30 1/2.lucky la.i thought was like fail;super difficult what.den i could have got 40 1/2.WHAT WASTED MARKS RIGHT.then later realised my eye started sching and spirits were down.went home with yj and then bathed logged on with friendster down.darn it.went to study and tada.i came here again.(:

for god so love the world that he gave his only son
not to condemn the world
but to save the world through him
for whoever who believes in him shall have eternal life and not perish





Wednesday, September 28, 2005


Title: my arse.

OMG.i am so treasuring my arse.this is what i really call treasure.I FOUND CHERMAINE LYING TO ME.shes so darn what la.BUT I AM KIND,so baby you are forgiven.YOU'RE BBEAUTIFUL(:thats song nice right.

MY ARSE TELLS ME SO.
THAT YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
THATS WHAT I CALLED ME.





Tuesday, September 27, 2005


Title: my arse theory.

I LEARNT HOT TO TREASURE MY ARSE.








Title: bad day.

look at that.i knew who it was.indeed it was.still say treasure this treasure that.NO WAY.i wont believe anymores.well,the portion bout it is nothing but crap.maybe i am wrong.but i dont regret saying all this cause people must regret whatever they do to enjoy the spice of life.I DECIDE MYSELF.i live it that way.and today was so saddening and so urgh.i realised something.HAIS.nvm.
today is the day i shouted.

thanks to you.
you made me realised how life was idiotic.
but i dont regret as it though me a lesson.
till then,the flowers still shine.






Monday, September 26, 2005


Title: BOO.

the day i said'JOEL KEEP QUIET'.
but apparently he did nots.





Sunday, September 25, 2005


Title: addicted;espanol[enrique]

Cada dia al nacer, cada gota del mar.
Se muere en mi.
Solo se repirar...
Y me envuelve la paz.
Si estas aqui.
Imagino un solo instante.
Sin tenerte....yse que mejor morir.
[CORO]
Soy como un adicto que no tiene control.
Y estoy cayendo una y mil veces.
Vivo en un abismo, entre el cielo y el dolor.
Rogando que tu amor me libere.
Ya no puedo salir, me olvide de reir.
Me olvide de Dios.
Las ventanas no estan, solo tengo tu mitad.
De mi corazon.
Mi vida ya no importa.
Yo tan solo lucho por tu amor.
[CORO:]
Soy como un adicto que no tiene control.
Y estoy cayendo una y mil veces.
Vivo en un abismo, entre el cielo y el dolor.
Rogando que tu amor me libere.
[Puente:]
Cada vez que estas en mi.
Todo vuelve a ser feliz y tan magico.
Pero en esta realidad.
Da lo mismo despertar que morir... mi amor.
Que morir...mi amor.
Morirme amor morirme amor.
[Ad Libs en Coda:]
Rezando por tu amor.
Rogando que tu amor me libere...me libere.
No quiero morir mi amor.
No quiero morir mi amor.
Es que ya soy un adicto.








Title: addicted;

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....





Saturday, September 24, 2005


Title: so thats what its called.

oh my gosh.was looking throught this twit machine thingy that chers recommended me.MY GOSH.it was heavenly true la.and thanks to my art of pmsing i am still freaking easily agitated now that my sister is at dnd,i have my own world.grasp.my gosh.today watchede the korean serial.super glued to the tv.argh.todays crap arse man.its just so darn it.but i managed to talk to my family and do my work.AT LEAST I MADE AN ACHIEVEMENT.and thanks to that blog.i found out how twits are darn big irrtating bimbos.and perfectly i cant stand one.darn that big arse.

ONE WAY
JESUS
YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I AM LOOKING FOR.





Friday, September 23, 2005


Title: pfft.

you are way too.ARGH.

you know what.
theres a gap there.
you just love the way quarrells are.
you never bother to find out things.
you just jump to conclusion.
luckily i still have my sunshine there for me.








Title: you and you and you ONLY.

and i forgot to mention my another two besties.they know who they are.but all 3 are pms-ing now.so yups.but we are great frens together right.i love em`

SCRUCHY.








Title: to you;maybe-

in the sense the song really said what i wanted to say.HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME.argh i also cant understand.really today is just so.yucky.it really left me there wondering whether i really got true friends and i wonder anyone gossips bout it and i wonder anyone really accepts me.i really find myself giving in too much.too much till i hated myself.except for this special someone in my life.i really wanna say a real thank you to that very special person in my life.i hope the person know who that person is.is like whenever that person got trouble will come to me.at that point of time i really felt happy and accepted.thanks buds(:and definitely i will go to that person whenver i in troubles.rats.pfft.today really left me wondering this is what i want.i just wonder why am i feeling so.i dont know.moodswings are on my way.guess i dont wanna blog for today.plan to go for a real break to enjoy wif my family.

JASON MRAZ-you and i both[for that special someone]
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

to you;do remember.we are always great buddies.no matter how much we quarrelledd okays.just remeber those happy times.and though sometimes i may seem i dont cares.in fact in me,i do.and to say precisely i always do.really.thats for you my best.and really.i will never wanna say i hate you to you at all.really.believe me.this is all my true words.do remember iwill here for you whenver you want.you let me realised today in school that you are my greatest friend.cos you really did a lot for me by helping me and lead me on in life(:

A REALLY BIG THANK YOU.








Title: untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me





Thursday, September 22, 2005


Title: and so fate lies this way.

BEEWEEEESSSS.
lala.i am crazy today.and pls.i was super pissed off today till i wanna cry):pfft.who did this to me.no one but EM`.agaggagagasss.and theres this psychotic person psychoing our class.I MEAN LIKE ARGH ARGH ARGH.and someone calls me evil little monster.OH NO.looks whos talking.the BIG MONSTER(:hah.so you get me the kelliiieeee personnnniiieee.hahhh.you know how the pwettiexx kyootexx and kwaiixx type.thats what i am gonna type to eklly biggy monsterly gal.
TO KEL:arl0wwx darliing pwettiiexx.longg tyme neber shee euux lerhhs worhhs.how life lehhs?musshh be patheticc wiithourtt moiix riightt?nvmm derhhs larhhs.coss moiix lurbbx euux whatt.ii will alwayys be here derhhs worhhs.
ARGH.thats darn gay peeps.thats really darn darn darn gay.SMOOCHA KELLY.SMOOCHA CHERS.i am sorry during sci lesson.i was kinda having the art of pmsing.i wonder why chers doesnt have.argh.i dont care.heh.YUPS.and today is the day.YUPS I AM HAPPY IN THE MORNING.BUT....
til the afternoon i am kinda getting irritated RIGHT AT HISTORY CLASS.bweeehwees.was it ezals fault?maybe.cos he gave worksheets.DARN EM`.i mean the worksheets la pple.i am still that pure la can.YUPS.today kinda stopid and stopid and thats what i call stopid.ONCE I REACH HOME AT 445 i studied till 7 la.doing homework.wow.thats darn craze la.i do until i shouted at my father.cause he disturbed me(:TOO BADD,but i still love em` la.anyone to offer me chocolatess.i am getting tiredd and tiredd.bweehwees):pfft.
i am gonna go watch some froggy show.so i am right now wondering.is today a good day?i think nots.cause the attituders made me sick.i nearly scolded em`AND MY PATIENCE ARE LIMITED MANS.THE TIME WHEN I SCOLD YOU IS NEAR.

PS.I WANNA GO MARCUS HOUSE.NEARER LA(:
looks whose talking.junes talking.shes saying love me love you love us(:

the times up.
maybe;
but i know for sure.
we will meet.
believe me,definitely we will.
lets believe in miracles baby.
say you love me so`
maybe;
maybe nots.





Wednesday, September 21, 2005


Title: and so fate lies this way.

WEEPAS(:
i've got a new pet phrase;maybe.
it means alot to me la.is like you cant definitely say yes or no.so maybes cool.hah.today nearly ended up fellowship AGAIN.but luckily i managed to go home.and today late for mr chans lesson.all that posers fault la.BUT i magnimous.so i forgive her la.heh.he hinted us something.i think he ound out that some conspiracy is among us.weepas.sorry mr chan.pfft.heh.today have dnt testi and alrights thanks.we were perspiring in the air conditioned room.how great that is right.it jsut simply mean it was hard la.then mr tiong asked us whether we got study tools and apparently we didnt so we said NO!and that saved our life.PHEW!.weepas.theres a retest of 4 QUESTIONS on tools tomorrow.HAHA.owells.and then tomorrow thanks to mr ezal i have history test.today very busy ARGH.did my dnt project like hour plus la.colour until gone crazy.weeps.hais.PFFT.hmm.and then i think after this i go revise history again.and GO TO SLEEP JUNE GOGOGO.cause i am tired le.i dont know why but everytime i study i will feel darn pissed off and tired one la.ITS JUST ME.maybe?hah.thats me.anyways.to that anonymous person who are you.and the latest one is kelly.I KNOW ITS YOU LA.others i dont know.PEEWEES.):PFFT.i've gone to madness now la.MEEWAHHHH.what am i doing.oh craze.anyways.i wanna say.dont use my NAME.hais.):love me love you love us.
SCRUNCH YOU UP AND PINCHES YOU.

maybe;
this is our fated destiny.
or maybe its just decision that lies in us.
but to me,i just wanna be me and thats what i call me.
maybe;





Monday, September 19, 2005


Title:

ARGH.pfft.today is that kinda days where you feel so URGH.i dont know why man.i went toilet in the VERY FIRST PERIOD and then the weather pissed me off mans.and the whole lessons i was kinda sleeping and giving attitude[which apparently i shouldnt.sorry guys(:]heh.then ENGLISH LESSON.this was the worst man.i was like SHUDDAP la.all the way.cause pple piss me off la.and then i mean i remained SUPER SUPER SUPER QUIET the whole lessons.and i couldnt believe the fact that after the english 'test' i went to study history la.and i was hilighting those imp. points la.great i think i am changing to a freak.uhh.OHYAH.on my way to school on the bus i was studying my history too.i think i have fallen in love with the HISTORY THINGY FEVER.argh.could i be cured.today jus so horrible la can.hais.its just left me wondering why this is happening to me and then why i keep rmbing things i shouldnt AND why girls are still gossipping in class?i really cant stand it la.i mean like-URGH.i shaldnt comment and amazingly i was not caring and i didnt mind at all.i wasnt pissed at all.i think todays a miracle day man.argh.perfect day for that kind oh-so-tired manner.where you shouldnt piss anyone off.BUT.after recess was the fun.and great fun.cos during recess the laughing buddha and my bunch of cliques managed to make me start lauging where all the fun comes in(:where those chio chio jokes start coming in which completely shoots chers off and SHY.however she is BHB.so it doesnt matters to her.and then we stared at JONATHAN CHUA[the guy which was considered kels bf](:chers just started this lame game to make him embarrasedd.haha.and he did.WE WERE BURSTING IN LAUGHTER.and yes.no way could he resist us(:cos we are cute.ARGH.i am BHB.haha.then i planned with sarah and kel to leave chers and lauging buddha alone which apparently i couldnt cos the fun was JUST SO FUN.i mean jc wanted to pour icelemontea on lol.and he wanted to pour somethings brown brown one.i dont know.heh.and then jc went to take plain water to pour on him which apparently wet my bag.URGH.and i took revenge using lol(:weeps.pfft.hes so URGH.haha.and when i walk past.this comes out from his mouth'jan feb march april may JUNE'okays.thats was ehhh.yups.heh.but then considering i was kind so i didnt say anything(:pfft.and the monday was labeled wet day.heh.and then went for science which apparently we wouldnt listening.hah.and some creep things was going on.haha.and then HISTORY.ARGH.i wasnt listening and we were playing with ink and stuffs which apparently was disgusting.you should have seen that blueish purple liquidd.uggh.haa.and for cc.we went classroom BUT it was aldersgate.PFFT.so we had to walk there and RUSHED there you mean.cos we were late.ARGH.and it was about mountain climbing-UHH.hah.then maths supp CANCELED(:and we planned go dover to find lol.but then he wasnt eating thus me and kel went home and left sweet couple there(:PFFTS.today was URGH.wish tomorrows better(:

the day i walk away,
is the day i say i dont love you.
however,i wouldnt do so.
cause i love you too much.
my dear heavenly FATHER(:
GOD GOD GOD GOD(:





Sunday, September 18, 2005


Title:

MANS I AM STUPID.








Title:

ARGH.today went sunday school.and i learnt a powerful weapon.nopes not nuclear not bombs BUT prayer.weeps.and i learn a new secret in my church.heh.is abt my dear friend jacinta.heh.I AM NOT SAYING.trust me dudeessss(:woops.and jessica I DID NOT CUT MY HAIR.heh.jus that i didnt tie it up.hah.i am looking for a not so sluttish pic of ja la.so mean while good luck peeps.stand her sluttish looks(:weeps.at least she got the body and figure to show off.better than some girls right.am i meaning someone.OOPS.nopes.dont think anywhere girls.you are sooooo beautiful.weeps.heh.today finally both my sisters went to church after like few months man.heh.and i saw gorillas in my church(:pfft.heh.aiyah.today is that kinda day where you will be asking myself.should i?or not.that kinda darn day.pfft.is kinda stupid.argh.tomorrow theres school AGAIN.pfft.i will just go wondering.and i hate pple who blame me for what i didnt do alrights.and it just so not me to do those stuffs la.wake up man.say whatever you want.LIFES GREAT WITHOUT YOU BUT JESUS AND GOD MADE ME.(:

the most powerful weapon is prayer.
whenever you are in troubles,
pray to him.
do not hesitate.
for he will always be there for ya.
do not repeat but repent.






Saturday, September 17, 2005


Title: and so fate lies this way.

BOO.
ARGH!heck this thing liao la.want to call me liar oh watever just call la okays.i dont give a damn to anything liao la.you guys wanna say things like this.fine this thing is damn off and fcuk.pfft.ohoh.show me the meaning of being lonely.damn nice mans(:weeps.today is mid autumn fest le.heh.i went church man.so damn cool la.i went church.then me and my sister was super late la.the sermon ended liao la by the time we went.haha.how crap was that man.and i cried for my sister lo.theres this guy who loves my sister was singing a song made by himself talking bout his life.the root of all the darkness and depression was because of my sister who doesnt reciprocate his feelings.i mean like HAIS.pfft.it was so sad la.then later i cry again because that guy sang a love song which made me think of my sister and him la.talking how much he wanted my sister by his side.ARGH.and now my sister damn bad mood la.cause she say she very bad like that.HAIS.pfft.what should i do man.hmph.well.today watch the korean serial.darn nice man.i didnt want to leave the house.heh.then i broke the heels of my shoe.i was darn scared la.my sister bought it for me in hongkong la.she knows i break.there goes my life man.heh.BUT i managed to get the heel back and lucky it was not broken so i stuck it back.eee.today elena and the sec2s so darn cute la can.they made 'rojak' and 'zhi zhi yue bing' heh.darn funny and nice.heh.i went to collect my passport which apparently makes me look life a maid la.PFFT.i wanna change it.how great is the art of pmsing.now i understand my bestest frens not on earth.but god.the power of you my lord.i pray you grant me so i may calm down.please.

theres nowhere to run
theres no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how could it be you asking what you never show







Friday, September 16, 2005


Title: and so fate lies this way.

HEYS.i changed the blaty blogskin already.i did it MYSELF la.finally is okays.is simple sweet and with elegance of ja.(:cools.and i mean everything is off i guess.mans i had a great time today at dover with alas and jim la can.we talked talked talked and talked.hah.and from hamsters to tatoos to our ambitions.way so crap.and we were asking.what are we doing here for dont know how many frigging times la.mans.at first i tot alastair was some creepy guy.now to know him.hes a great friend.and a great friend-in-law to be specific(:heh.and jim was SLEEPING in dover.craps.haha.and melissa?i wonder and wander.alas tell ME.heh.ARGH i just enjoy days talking like that man.weeps.and i got scolded by the bus driver for not taping ezlink card.oh great.hahaa.well.sweet hints were given to alas for lynn.didnt know whether he took notice and take action.hope he did.WELL.i hope our class will remain.now that i realise separation was painful and after few months of bonding i dont wanna separate mans.and thanks lord for the victory in soccer(:i love god.and we made a point to pray before every match in a grp la.we were united FINALLY.heh.and let us persevere on with this spirit and then go on to the nxt class.OOPS.what crap am i talking.haha.but i mean everything peeps.weeps.all my sugar darlings i love em`(:





Monday, September 12, 2005


Title:

i did my ownn blogskinn!!so cooll,,hehh.aintt i clever.





Tuesday, September 06, 2005


Title: ):

does that sounds like lovee triangle?now is a square.








Title:

mans this situation is craze.a fruit likes someone.someone likes her ex still and her ex is advising the fruit to how to love him.aint that craze.whee.inu-yasha ends here.hes cute.i saw him last summer.I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER(:





Thursday, September 01, 2005


Title: WAYNE SO CUTEE(((:

EE.wayne you so cute one.call me senior.i still like it the way you are now.aiyoh.so cute leh.i love you junior((:so nice the you.call me senior.then you so shy when i call you shuai ge.so i decided to link you my cute junior(: