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I've been much of a non-online person for this whole week, just chilling out. Nothing much, just hanging out aft school, lunches, talks & fun. (:

& yes, anyone who is relatively close to me, should know what's my new craze. Twilight, aye. & Edward Cullen(Omg, Atiqah!)

Finished Twilight within 2 days, & I'm really proud of tht, mind you! Now currently on New Moon.

"Forbidden to forget, terrified to remember; it is a hard line to walk."

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Hello, the pain is kinda, unbearable.

Now as I return home, I get the idea that she is no longer gonna be thr, with those Bambi eyes, looking at me. She would not longer be thr making noises at nice. There would no longer be any running wheel noises.

The pain is indeed unbearable, and probably everyone thinks I'm a nutcase, for feeling like this over what, merely a hamster. But to me, it's more than just a hamster.

Even had the feeling of something you're so attached to, so used to, it surpasses the value of just a pet? & when it just goes, you're left there, trying to compose yourself.

I know it's better for her to just, rest in peace, rather than all those, pain.

Well, at least she had a strong fight, (: & I'll keep her, there, in my heart.


"Hello."

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I've finally went back to dance! Oh yes, I'm so missing my dance lessons already, tmrw tmrw! :D

& oh yes, My One Day Old Love(omg!)

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I stumbled across the letters that I wrote for my folks when I was younger. I didn't expect myself to write tht, but I guess those are heartfelt words.

& now, it's not tht I'm not happy or whatsoever. I'm not emo or goth or what's not. It's just that, life's little misc stuff that gets you stuck there. & maybe that's one reason why I'd rather much be a guy, at least I wouldn't be bothered about little things, which in fact, does torment your mental health despite the fact that it is actually, as minute as a single cell bacteria. & for the fact that they can live life without thinking much, which to some are simply termed klutzhead, is indeed ignorance bliss. Or would I rather say, they don't see the things girls do.

Also, the fact that this year, it's the 16th year. For years, you've been wandering on in life, having plain fun, and this year, you're slapped hard on your face with trials and tribulations. Sweet 16, ain't it sweet? With all the whole 'time's running out, Os are coming my dear, study!' bullshiz, and also the spiritual leap, how sweet can 16 get? Certainly, it does have it's own sweet part, the friends, the fun, and the way you get to handle things.

& it's not tht studying is not in my league, I just can't tame myself down to study. & I'm not blaming anyone but my very ownself.

Spiritually, this year, it has to increase. For all the pressure that is coming our way, we do need the spiritual support. & being 16 means getting confirmation. Well yes, confirmation. It isn't a struggle for me to decide whether I wanna get confirmed, but the struggle is, whether am I able to keep the faith going. Whether I have the discipline to move my arse to do my devotions and read the bible, everyday, which is the most basic fundamental any Christian should have. Whether do I have the discipline to go to church despite feeling really tired. I don't wanna be someone who just gets confirmed for the sake of doing it, and having no difference in my relationship with God thereafter. I want to be drawn closer to Him, and I very much do think life would be so much easier, and better, and greater, and positive. Whatsoever that happens, alas, I do have a pillar strength for me.

So, I'm asking myself, is this faith that I acquire today gonna be stronger than usual? I want it to, badly. & I need it to sustain on.

"Will living free be a chore one day?"

Labels: Corrinne May - Free.

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I've made up my mind, I'll wait till it heals before I buy.

So today, spent quality time back home, baking, watching teevee, cooking, & well, everything tht's worth the fun! Time really flies, still rmb back then I was just a lil juvenile, not tht I'm an adult now, but just, age is getting on, aww!

I love times like these.

Without any apparent reasons, I kinda remembered what we once had in our hands, and in times like these, I would marvel. It's surprisingly fun, how our paths once crossed.

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Okay, the last time I bloged. Urgh, don't know.

Hahahah! I can vaguely remember everything that happened. Wed! Went to lunch with Dee, Trev, Matt S, Jeremy! Dee left early aft Frolick! Omg, Matt, Jeremy, Trev & I totally laughed till we died. Jeremy, you're really a shizhead tht is so hilarious!

Thursday, lunch lunch w Jumsy, well, conclusion is: (inserts our conclusion) But well, I love you :D Then church at night.

Today, church, yes church. Then tomb sweeping & gramp's hse. Alright, `mma go indulge in all my snackz :D

Sometimes, I really do wonder, why's everyone living a routine life, but yet not tired of it. Whilst I'm really tired of mine, I don't wanna live a routine life, & conform to the majority. Sheesh.

& holy shiz, I wanna buyyyyyy it man, LY!

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I'll blog soon.

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Okay, Wendy, our dirty lil secret, let's compile in when we're graduating, okay! We'll keep it, love. :D

If anyone finds out wht we were doing, tht's it, Wendy, we've gotta transfer school, very well. :D

Okay, I'm starting to love the boxers from D&G, ah yes Li Yan, you managed to psycho me into liking them. Hahahaha, `mma gonna waste money on it, again. Doofus.


"Human hypocrisy, spare me, release me."

Labels: Franz Ferdinand - Well That Was Easy.

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That night, I spent tons of hours laughing at our hideous past on Planet CRuSH Sec 1 Forum! Hahaha, Jumsy & I had the best laugh-out ever okay. I swear. Hahahaha! Gee, I would never never type like tht, again!

Hahahaha, scares the crap outta moiiz. HAHA.

Alright, well, went out with mumsie the next day! :D Planned to go for lunch at My Secret Garden, but we got thr late, they closed ): Hence, had TCC! Omg, Asuki Frenzy was lovely to drink! Ti-Rum-Misu, was too Rummy? Hahaha! Then headed to Haji Lane with mumsie! Wanted to get my pair of Keds, but it was sold out! ): Got a dresssss, omgz, yes I love Haji.

Saturday outing with sisterrrrr! :D Honestly, I thought I would be stopped at the entrance for the movie, but :D Holy shiz, I got through. Hahaha! They didn't even bother. Smart arsewipes. Then, walked arnd, had Mr. Obanyaki's redbeanfish! :D Kino's awesome, but but. Muji was so much bettttarz.

Love their tops, pens & foooood. :D

'mma gonna go checkout dancing lessons timing tmrw, stop procrastinating! & okay, hello, 'm supposed to be studying now. Drats.

Confirmation next week, I need to draw closer to You, closer than ever.


"All I need is the love in your eyes."

Labels: Enrique - Rythem Divine.

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Lemme say smth about tday before I rush off.

1)Evangelion, good!
2)Red Bean Fish, awesome!
3)Kinokuniya's Jap mag, I wanna own it(omg, Kamenashi Kazuya)!
4)Muji's on sale, what's more to say?

Oh, & I don't know whter is this good or bad, but, I met Wendy. HAHAHAHAR, LOVE YOUR BANGS MAN WOMAN! & well, I guess we're fated, since we said, let fate decide whther we can meet or not. Oh geez. So cheeesy :D

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Okay, tday's good, last night's good. Details, soon. :D

Labels: LL Cool J Feat. J.Lo - Control Myself.

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I love how banana chocolate makes me hairpee. (:

Wanted to get Viewty, but but, thr isn't any Viewty stock. So mumsy is getting it now, at PS. & no, it's not for me, it's for my sis.

I wonder wht are those kids doing in Media Camp? It's raining cats & dogs, good luck to treasure hunt in ECP(Which I think they wouldn't be able to carry out). Okay, I'm supposed to be thr, but. Hahahaha.

Think I'm going over to Love's house to stay tnight! (:

I missssssss dance lessons, okay I should REALLY go check it out again.

Tmrw's outing with Mumsy! I love outings with her, it just makes my day! :D Sometimes, I really do miss quality time out with my mom.

Okay, I'm still very craving for banana chocolate, & Frolick! Stand-up joint.

"Small talks, censored!"

Labels: PCD - Buttons.

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Peeks of Class Gathering/Birthday Celebration. & HAJI LANE. :D

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Wait a minute, it isn't that bad after all. (:

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I'm gonna raise the white flag, soon.

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Went Sentosa, to get coffeebean, slacked arnd for 2 hrs, & came out. Doofus! Then, went off to my hse, then to Haji Lane.

"I wont shop at town forever & ever, amen."

Champion sentence by Li Yan. But it shows, how Haji Lane, roxors. Hahaha, okay, & I'm bloody in love with tht pair of Kedssssss. Drats. ):

Labels: Enrique - Hero.

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Holy crap, I'm running late, & I realised I have alot of hmwrk due. Shiz.

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Omg, I got the photos, not all tho! But still enough to make me smileeeee!

What can I say, no words, to describe our friendship. I still rmb, in 'the room' thr was this S.H.E song called 'laopo', omg, I think tht soooooooo describes us.

:D Loveeeez.

Last night, I had a grt time talking to Ellaaaaaa over msn, & we've got our plans for our so called future. It's great talking, really. & if we really end up in the same school & same class again, wht can I say, except tht we are really meant to be.

& sometimes, I would wonder whr would I be now, if I have just went Crescent.




Alright, meeting Jim Jam LY. Supposed to be going Sentosa at 930, but NO SUN. Doofus. So, we're still meeting, but perhaps gna end up window shopping at Haji Lane. BUT, I still want the sun. GEEZ.

Labels: Corrinne May - Little Superhero Girl.

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As cheesy as it may seem, I would very much wish I could have a time machine...

Back to where we were supposed to be, back to where we were all smiles, back to where childish thoughts filled our minds, back to where stress didn't weigh a single ton on our backs.

Back to basics.

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Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way to say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes gets a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've helped to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years, just count the way
It takes a little tome to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All rhe fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

- The Birthday Song; Corrinne May.

Here's for you my friend, Lu Ye, & of course Ella(YOURS IS COMING!). This simply just says everything. (:

Labels: Corrinne May - The Birthday Song.

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When you just need to be alone, trying to pinpoint what's wrong, but it seems like it's going the wrong direction.

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I'm not really sure of the words to say
If only you knew that I feel this way
I wanna give my heart to you
Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there's a place for us
I'm counting the days till I feel your touch
You come to me when I dream at night
Whem I'm with you it will be so right

If you could see the love in my eyes
You should know that I'm on your side

Ohh ohh ohh
I'd be yours
You be mine
Ohh what will I do

- What Will I Do; Natalie Burks

Found Long Vacation's OST lying around in the room, decided to listen to it, after much years.

Chanced upon this song. It brought back so much memories. Sometimes, I wished it was back where it came from.

Labels: Natalie Burks - What Will I Do.

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Ytd, was a blast!

Alot of gay photos taken. & I guess the tissue came in handy at night aye? Even when I was looking through the vid, I was alrd, touched. It made me think, we went through alot of years tgt. We had photos way back, very old times. It eats into me when I think that time is running out...

Only you guys would think of stuff like these, like blindfolding her all the way thr, & stuff. But it's worth the fun. I really enjoyed.

The fun in "the room" was priceless. & I think some songs playing in "the room" really apply to us. I still rmb thr was smth like friend, when too much things are pressurizing you, we'll be here to show concern or smth. It's just, so, aww!

It's amazing, 7 different characters, different religions brought together & being such close buds, no weird nonsense quarrels(which I really do think it's amazing). & not to mention, this precious lil friendship has been on going for 6 years, & definitely more to come. I can see us there already. I don't know why, but I can really see us hanging on till the end of the time. If we can remain in contact since pri sch & still be such good friends, why not till the end of time? But anyway, yeah I'm already seeing us there, even when we're working (:

Friends, closefriend, bestfriends, all these can't be used to describe our friendship. (:

& I really do feel good around with you guys, it's as if we never separated since pri school. We get to talk & share like we've been hanging out ever single sec in school. That's special.

(Sidetracking. Special boy makes special girl feels special, HAHAZ, inside joke. But I really think the two of you are awesome, sweetness max.)

& hence, I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms now, I'm missing you guys alrd ):

Photos when they send me! (:
*Out again, soon!


"I'm glad we met."

Labels: Jamie Cullum - Everlasting Love.

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Lunch w Eleanor & Gab was fun! I rmbed screaming hey Gab, stop bullying my boyfriend. & everyone stared. Geez, hahaha! Aww, love hugs from lil Eleanor, she makes me happy, her hugs are love!

Outing again soon okay! (:

& okay, 'm still pretty lazy. So photos, soon! (:

Snipped my hair off on Friday, w Jam!(love,xoxo) Giraffe! & Ivyna! Okay, now it's back to shorter than short. Well, almost used to cutting hair, so yeah.

Went to Suntec's IT Fair, okay, knw wht, I'm so tempted to get d laptop, it's like, soooooo tempting, almost irresistable! & LiYan was supposed to meeeeeet me. ):

Okay, tmrw's surprise surprise for you! Hope it's gonna turn out touching! Next week's packed, alrd ):

Tanning, can't wait! &, I so need to go Haji Lane, & stayoverrrrrr.


"I'm missing you already. xoxo,love."

Labels: Steve Tyrell - Manhattan.

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Manhattan!

A great song, Steve Tyrell is awesome!

Pulau Semakau on Tuesday, all I can say is. The boat ride is, urgh. Makes you wanna puke, so I guess you get the drift, yo.











Peekchures shall do the job for Semakau!

Class party/Celebration aft tht, was fun catching up with the class. & I really think 4E08 deserves two thumbs up!

Went for lunch lunch w Eleanor, BOYFLEN! I love herrrr to the max! & Chev Chev!

I missieex moiixz boyflen worhs, love her man! Sucha a small darhling tht I adore! (:
'll upload the photos tmrw, 'm pressed for time. :D

Love boyflen!

Labels: Steve Tyrell - Manhattan.

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Okay, now tht I'm kinda free, let's do some updates.

Sunday. :D
My hand is big & kewliox.

Church was awakening, kinda a wake-up call for me. For this week, I feel really distant from church, & God. For the past two weeks, I've been feeling really lazy, maybe due to weather, or Satan workings, I really just didnt feel like moving. & I knw I'm missing out on alot, & I'm sorry God. You're always so faithful, when I'm so unworthy. But I knw His love is never-changing. It's always my shelter. Gonna make it a point tht Satan doesn't get his way on me again, feels like shiz. & I really felt the peace & love whn I was back to church. (: Bee, it's been so lng, I miss you. Well, I'm back.

Alright, I'm gonna make it a point to go for YF, no matter how tired, or how lazy I am. Or even if I haven't done my hmwrk.

& I really do need to get myself prepared for it. In arnd 2-3 weeks time, it's no small shiz. & I guess it's a big leap of faith for the few of us. I really have to be certain of the faith.

Well, God, use me, prepare me, strengthen me, through You.

We'll grow stronger through Him, Christ alone, together. Hinann, Evaleen, Timothy, Aaron. (: & I miss Eddie.

Went to school, w my almighty Lego bag. Rocks big time, aight. School was just, usual? Aft school, saw Eleanor, my lil boyflen! Love her letter, 'm replying really soon okay! Nice catching up with Cher. It's been a lng time since we last had our sessions, & well, really, thank God. (: & eh, our meeting place seems rather popular aye Cher? People are getting stunned when they see us thr. HAHAHA.

Prayer was good, made me refreshed.

My whole weeeeeeeek is gone alrd! But I guess tht's good? Hahaha.

'm SO LOOKING FORWARD, TO WEDNESDAY LUNCH! & THURSDAY! & SUNDAY NIGHT NIGHT.

It's been a real lng time since I last met up with my 6others! I miss every single lil one of youuuuu, still rmb d last time we met was like aft Sentosa dinner, whr we made Leroy & Yolanda suffered a hell lotta shiz.

I miss every single lil imps! & Table Tennis trngs time! All those funnnn.

Tmrw's chapel, I hope whtever tht we're praying for is gonna work tmrw, & of course, we're gonna do our part. The rest is up to You, Lord.

& OMG OMG. Lollipop(inside stuff)!

"God, strengthen me & use me for Your works."

Labels: Cafe De Flore - Tomorrow Is My Turn.

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I can't stand it, my lil boyflen is sho kewt! She's so kewt worhs, iiex lurbbex lurbbex her nehx!

Okay, let's un-twit. Hahaha, lil Eleanor makes me happy(: Sucha bubbly lil kewt girl! I love her alot, & I mean ittttt. Lunch lunch date on Wednesday, Chev & Eleanor! I'm SO looking forward to it okay! Then we'll do some much rubbish on tht day! Hahaha, lil boyflen, I'm looking forward to lunch lunch & my letter okay! Then then, I'll reply youuuuuu. You make me smileeeeee.

Okay, & whr's my lil Belda ): I miss her. So lng since we talked! Like, since Dec hols I haven't talked to her, I miss herrrrr. She's so lovable & kewt to talk toooo (: Gonna date her out soon! Hahahaha. Okay, we were supposed to have lunch this coming week, so yeah!

Update again. Rushinnngggg.

Labels: Alicia Keys - No One.

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Dear, give your tear gland a break! You yourself knw tht fact!

Alright, as I've said, now, I don't think anything is gonna get registered into your head, no amount of encouraging words would be enough to fill that hurt that could get you crying so much. Well... This week has been a very much emotional week for everyone in the clique, for all various reasons. Though it's never interlinked, which I thank God for.

I wouldn't go rattling on about how much you should cheer up, instead, I'll let you know, we'll all just be here by your side, you can always fall on us. & when you just look back searching for us, we'll be right around the corner.

Can you feel the love already?

Labels: Cafe De Flore - Tomorrow Is My Turn.

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HAHAHA.

I LOVE MY BOYFLEN WORHS! ELEANORRRRRR!

SHE SHO KEWT. :D
LUNCH LUNCH WITH BOYFLEN ON THURSDAY WORHX!

Labels: Cassie - Me And U.

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Hahahah, don't like the word shady. Whenever I read tht word, scares the crap outta moiix.

Hahahah, missed church in the end, don't have the energy to go thr. Ended up bumming arnd at home & blah. Okay, at least I did fruitful stuff like hmwrk. So that I can enjoy gng out tmrw!

Okay classic. I'm gonna enjoy tmrw. & I really really really need to cut my hair alrd. Urghhhhhh.

Drats.

Oh & lunch lunch okay Eleanor, I REALLY FORGOT WE TALKED LAST YEAR. SHEESH.

Okay, wait a minute, I really need to get my arse moving, & check out my dance timings again. I miss dance lessons. But I'm lazy to go check it out, urghhhhh. Okay, I'm gonna go check it out alrd, before O Level mugging sessions start, geee.


"I miss you."

Labels: Ciara - Get Up.

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Hahaha, Val T, stunna homo lover.

Well, let's dedicate this nice lil post to you! (:

It's been more than year since we last met, & we get along very well, very very well. & I'm so glad to have known you. & I really wanna thank God for letting our paths cross, well, yeah I've always been saying this. But I just can't say enough. (:

& well, for whtever tht has happened for this whole course of the week, I'm sure we have grown stronger through it, & our friendship is gna get stronger, stronger than it was before.

When we saw each other tht faithful day, & how we reacted twards each other, I can be v sure tht we both mean alot to each other.

This little friendship of ours, means alot. & the memories we have, its lovely. & I'll feel v torn, if we were to stop this.

& I just wanna say, thank you, & I really really love you, from the bottom of my heart, lover (:


"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together."

& I never want this to end.

Labels: Ciara - Get Up.