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Hello once again, I'm back, aft much indulgence with Eclipse.

I like how Edward behaves, I like how Edward loves Bella, well, I like Edward, definitely. He's beautiful yet dangerous, aww, how sweet is that?

Anyway, that's really besides the point, and sidetracking.

Friday, was kinda like a studying day, but I ended up in town with Jam & were like walking arnd, aimlessly & doing stuff that were almost ridiculous to 'cool kids', like hanging around in kino for god knows how long. But before all this 'walking around' thing began, we were at Coffeebean, studying, & well, reading, yet again.

Senseless chatters, but great for the mind and soul, yknw, girls, typical.

So, well, headed home, pretty early, for a friday night I mean. Spent my time, reading Eclipse, & srsly, sometimes I really need to tear myself away from it, it's taking up so much of my time, & also so much of my mind space, constantly thinking of Edward, which is kinda, weird, since he really doesn't exist, geez.

Thr's this 120th Founder's Day Countdown thing in school, whr we had to report to school at 645am, yeh, the timing is ridiculous. Then, some canvas painting, & interacting games with the jnrs from FMPS. Finally, forming the human badge, & stuff like tht. Ended, headed to Queens with Eunice, BYJE, DeeYu, Seedy, Jeremy, Trev & YiPong. Splitted up, leaving Eunice, BYJE & I. Went over to AnchorPoint for Phat Thai, holy macaroni! I can't believe the taste, I simply adore it.

Okay, whatever. Hahaha. & we were like forcing BYJE to finish her food, cos srsly, she always can't finish her food. Hahaha, & I was feeding her, how's tht sounding? Hahahaha! & we were totally talking all the shiz & rubbish, threatening BYJE too :D

Headed to Queens, to get the stuff, & spent time thr, talking, walking, as usual I guess? & kinda, thinking of some silly things we used to do last year. Girls really do stuff like that, whenever it's like girls day out, huh.

Home, & caught winks, I can't stay awake. I'm much too tired, & the bed seemed really inviting today, so I guess, I gave in, & slept :D

I miss alot of things, especially after today. & I'm starting to wonder, was it really that, or was it just a safe habor, that I needed in order to shut those thoughts away, because, these two things really do have uncanny resemblance, god knows why. I do feel a need to voice out the complexity of it all, but I'm too far away from doing that, anytime soon, I guess. & I thought I could handle, since years back, I always thought I was clear-headed. But, I guess, it never seemed to be tht way, I always fail to know what I really want, need & feel.

I guess? (:
& this post, seems really lng, haven't had this word-length for long, geez.