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Saturday, December 31, 2005


Title:

Oh wells, I'm blogging again.
Ytd had great fun with Lynnette,
Jaqueline,Glenn,Jeffrey,Kelly,Chermaine and the,
ALMIGHT GREAT ME.

Oh wells.
Met Kelly at ard 950,
when we're supposed to meet at 930(:
Went to meet Lynnette and rest at ard 10.
Wells,
Chermaine still aint there,
so we waited.
And we got Sentosa at 11):

Hahah,we're great aye!
We played volleyball,
had half time.
I swear the sun was scorching hot i tell you!
And the sand wasnt that much comfortable anyway.
So we were forced to have half time,
or else.
WE MIGHT HAVE ENDED OUR JOURNEY OF LIFE,
BY HEATSTROKING OUR PRECIOUS BODY.

We went to play some water,
and blaty Jeff pushed Lynnette Jacqueline and Me down ._.
Okays,that was like wth!?!
Wanted to push Kel and Cher,
but they had their phones with em.
Didnt wanna do something that bad.
Hello!?!?!?June is Almight Great Gracious.
So i wouldn't(:
Oh gawd.
He nearly drowned and died.
Thank God everything was safe and peaceful though.

Went to eat at foodcourt,
and i realised Glenn is a darn hungry monster.
Hahah.

Went out with my fan plus Kelly the special guest(:
Mmmmm, fun!
Then had dinner at Marche,
and poof.
We were homedddd(((((:

Love love love love so much,
and i tell you wong yeewen,
Tay Pinghui is so much bettttttaaaaaaaaaaa.

*will post photos ltr.





Friday, December 30, 2005


Title:

Oh wells,today i went to sentosa and i got tanned.
I love that!
My main aim was to get tanned anw,
hurhur!!(:
Shall not get into details now,tml perhaps(:

For now,
Monalis who are you?
Mm,you really from SMU?

Just asking,no offence.
):





Thursday, December 29, 2005


Title:

Edison Chen!(:
Definitely he can be one of my beloved my loves my whatever best(:Oh wells,hurhur.Dont ya think he's cute,and i got that picture of him taking that golf club thingy in my Digi cam.I saw it in Taiwan at XiMenDing(:Oh wells.Hurhur.

Today i went to library with my Cher.Hurhur,and then i've got twity photos taken.Oh wells,I'll post it maybe tml or something.Dont really have time now(:

I had a double muddey mud pie fun today,
nice!








Title:

Firstly, I feel like changing my blog name to paparazzipopcorn.
I dont know why, but that just stroke my mind.
Well, maybe i would.
The first thing that stunned/stroked me today,
Yeewen called me dearrrrr.
Hurhur,a true joke indeed.
And i'm meeting Cher,
I would gladly be late(:
Who asked that pig to have slept that late,
woke up at 1245 when i'm like alr done!?!?!?
Oh wells,let her wait then.

Honestly,i guess i'm so frigging blessed now.
I bought so much things,
and to add on,
I watched Perhaps Love and The Chronicles of Narnia twice.
Oh wells, it's so fun(:

Now now,i hope my mom would let me go out tml,
Wallace and Gromit -i love(:





Tuesday, December 27, 2005


Title:

I havent really been on the comp for ages,
oh wells at lst for me.
Had Christmas with church peeps and well,
dinner ytd with my fam.
Did my braces today,
baby it doesnt hurt that much.
Aye aye,tml's my Sis birthday.
Well,didnt have enough time to buy her present,
the one i had in mind.
Oh wells.

Watched Narnia with my mom again,
same theatre.
Peter is still so cute(:
Gahhhhh!(:

Saw this on church gallery,
thought it was nice(:
Now now,i present to you my Church's Idol with his ardent fans(:

Got the idea how nice my church is?
Aye,fun fun(:
And not only him,my church has a so called Edison Chen look alike,
aye aye,interested huh?
Hurhur(:






Saturday, December 24, 2005


Title:

Peter,Peter Peter(:
Edmund,Edmund Edmund(:
changed my blogskin to Narnia's.
Aslan so cool,a furry object indeed aye.


anw,had grt fun today at old folks home.
did some singing and went back to church.
were doing some christmas special thing,hurhur.
it's hilarious,anna(:
anw,reached there and walked ard.
didnt want to go home to eat at the coffee shop AGAIN.
like what's their problem man,
IT IS FRIGGING CHRISTMAS EVE AND YOU'RE ASKING ME TO EAT DOWNSTAIRS!?!?!
celebrations like CNY in my family is gettin more and more insignificant,
which is something i'm really not happy abt.
i dont know why,
time fades,
relationship bonding fades,
and we're not even close cousins and stuff anm.
not like what we were like.
reminiscene.

urgh,oh wells.
i cant change much abt that.
anw,went upstairs and talked and crapped with friends.
and made some stupid jokes,
and mind my words.
blinking super funny craps(:
oh wells,went tbp to meet my parents and bought chrissy gifts for peeps.

now now,
wrap my presents.





Friday, December 23, 2005


Title:

i came back,
like finally.
okays anw,
PETER PETER OH SO PETER!
he's darn cute.
and i cried for him=x
though thats no sad scene for him,
but that part where he charge in the name of a King,
i thought he was my hero,he's gonna be someone who saves me,
and i cried out of joy(:
hurhur,thats lame though,but i had the mentality he'll save me from danger(:
fun right,and i thought Peter's so cute.
and he's so drop dead gorgerous handsome.
and and so hero,so my hero.

and not only that,
Edmund's not bad.
hurhur,if he was my younger bro,
i'll be proud to have such a cute bro.
and i'll cling onto Peter if he was my bro.
hurhur,anw that was nice.

The Chronicles of Narnia really grt.
all the casts are prettaye and handsome.
hurhur,and the main thing,
the lion[azlan?]is so furry cute.
hurhur,yeah yeah yeah.
and i'll buy it for sure,
it made me cry.

anw,it was just nice beyond description.
blinking nice,trust me.








Title:

i just realised im a compulsive blogger):
i have been blogging ALMOST everyday.
hurhur,but im proud.
cos that shows ive ample time in life.
man,everyone yearns for time.
blinking time and yes i mean blinking time.
hurhur.

okays,im gonna hell be late for outing again.
but im meeting at tbp,so not a prob aye huh.
chronicles of narnia,oh wells.
not really much into mood to go out,
but im alr dressed,
for petes sake i will just go.
not that fun either,
to be gg out for two consecutive[sp?] days.

anw,my msgs have exceeded,
oh wells):
i guess i have been msging too much,
that much.

oh wells,i better go out.
or else,i will be blinking late,
yes blinking late aye.





Thursday, December 22, 2005


Title:

omg omg omg,today was superb!
i was late in the morning but but my dear mel waited.
hurhur,then we went to kbox.
well,we sang so much so fun so enjoyable though(:
baby i love it.

ltr we went to take neos all ard orchard and bugis.
babylicious,there were lots of cool machines(:
and i had the feeling that i sweeped spore neos machine.
hurhur,yeah(:
that was my christmas present though.
hurhur,then ltr i bought her a eeyore and winnie.
im eeyore and shes winnie(:
then i brought home winnie and she eeyore.
hurhur,we have each other.
and oh,she brought a crumpler bag,same as me the Great,but diffe colour though.
hurhur,yar today was superlicious.
could never be better,and our neos are good.
superb!

chronicles of narnia,
i shall watch.





Wednesday, December 21, 2005


Title:

i thought school was starting soon,
so i went to read the literature book since first course is lit.
man,the story was so sad):
Skellig,omg omg omg,how i wish i was his friend.
just what is Mina,what is Skellig.
i'll leave that to my imagination to decipher the story.

the story left me crying,
really it was so touching.
when i was reading it,
i thought i was in the story and i was Skellig's friend.
it gave me such a true feeling,
and i had mutual feeling for it,
and i was sad.

anw,that was just what happened,
and then i watched batman of the future,
i thought he looked seriously cool,
as in the uniform and not Terry.
i thought Terry looked average,
but the uniform looks totally toodles.

that's roughly all for now,
i'm feeling down due to Skellig.
so yeah.








Title:

i watched this when i was young okays,baby it is blinking cool(:
colours of the rainbow aye huh?
iced mocha taste very very delisecious.
this is my nano(: hurhur.i stole it from Ng. Joe Ng.

aye huh,i finally blinking uploaded the pictures.





Tuesday, December 20, 2005


Title:

i bought my long-awaited crumpler bag(:
baby!i've been loving that bag since i saw yiheng carrying it!
hurhur,now i have it.
but exactly the same as yiheng(:
gahh!

and and and i totally love love love gg out.
hurhur,saw maplelicious today(:
and and i'm going out with melody on thurs,
we're gonna rock singapore baby(:
im gonna attack all of spore's neos machine and and travel ard spore in bus(:
baby i cant wait!

and im gg out with pork,meat,mud pie and polar bear this fri(:
sweets!baby i love love love this holiday,
but i wanna go to school really really soon.
it's a turmoil for me to miss school though):
hurhur,
that's all(:





Monday, December 19, 2005


Title:

sugarlicious!everyone must have missed me(:
i havent been blogging.
hurhur,rare urhuh?
yar,was just too busyyyy with my church.
babylicious my churchey.
anw,carolling was sooo fun.
with delise and her gf ard,
it couldnt have been better(:

had some really fun catching up with this buddy.
then it was thanksgivinggggggg!
had really loads of fun during lunch at pastamania(:
telok ayer dominated harbour frnt pastamania.
hurhur,and we were saying some really lame jokes,
loads truckloads or whatever loads of fun(:
i miss i miss i miss.
then went out with my meat,mud,pork pie(:
plus polar bear[we just made it up] en,lise and ed.
hurhur,neos were great.
shouting inside was funnnnn!
then shoppin at hula&co. like an auntie was hilarious.
buying bracceyyyletttsss was mmm(:

thanksgivingggg!great superbb!
had fun with my sis and stuff.
really,carolling in mrt was grt.
playing hai dai,vampire and all those childhood games.
baby,that was reminiscene(:

and it was photo taking time,
i was bored,then i took some photos.
and lise eye candy took photo with me.
hurhur,EYE CANDY EYE CANDY,PLEASURE FOR EYES.
hurhur!mmmmmmm.
then went home.
slp on the sofa ._.
lame huh?
hurhur,then today(:

baby i made my molars braces alr!
it wasnt that bad though,
i know the show is yet to come,
but this is a good appetiser for me(:

i love love love my teeth!
and i watched kingkong with my mom.
hurhur,she was lame inside the movie.
really lame,baby my wish is halfway true(:
anw,bought new sweater from mango,
with a hood[that's what attracted me].
i love it(:
and another razor back top.
babylicious!

that's all for now and,
i wanna watch perhaps love again!





Friday, December 16, 2005


Title:

babylicious!
i went shopping with my mom.
man,i love her to smitterins!(:
she bought me lotsa clothes,
from fox,gior,mango,op(:
love love love!
i love my new skirts,jeans tops and khakis.

mmm!
oh wells, we went toys'r'us and i saw this cute guy(:
sugarlicious!he's my eye candy.
and went careforre ltr to buy some dye[mom].
and then went to gift wrapping section,
and i saw the wrapping paper.
total turn off ._.
hurhur.

today is fun.
today is very fun.
today is very very fun.
today is my very very fun day.
today is my most very very fun day.

okays that was lame, ._.
anw,anon sucks.
she is like saying she cant be bothered to be peeved with our rantings,
and she is still reading lise blog and insulting her boobs,
like ._.
and then i betcha she is darn fucking shallow lar,
she uses breast instead of boobs.
man at lst boobs sounds more classy.
more civilised.
man,how contradicting she can get.
oh wells,cant be bothered with her attention seeking words.

but i watched mindfreak ytd since lise asked me to,
and OMGOMGOMGOMG.
he could actually levitate someone up(:
like really OMGOMGOMGOMG.
hurhur,he officially rocks my socks.
and im with channel 5,so gonna watch it.
and oh lise mentioned this great show,
i could never miss it.
so im with it also(:

its airing on channel five, 10pm on the 23rd of December.

PROJECT RUNAWAY!
i missed lotsa epi):
but i'll try to catch up now.

its airing on channel five,10 pm every Monday.

and also American's Next Top Model is coming this season again!
babylicious!sugarlicious!mmmmmlicious!delicious!
im with it again(:

its airing on channel five,1030 pm nxt Wednesday.

;unmask the evil that lies beneath.





Thursday, December 15, 2005


Title:

oh yah,how does that sounds?
cool aye.
i made it out of boredom.
and since i saw all the pple writing poem,
why not let my creative juices stir in my head.

aye aye,
btw i like this:
i love you,i truly love you.
even if the world blows up,
even if the world's oceans lakes and every water source dries up,
even if my soul is disminished and reduced to ashes,
i'll still love you forever.
i really love you alot.

how's that,
i thought of it.
and man,how i wish drop dead gorgerous takeshi would say that to me,
or rain,
or anyone cute in my eyes.
all of my eye candy!
gahhhhh.
[but i would hell melt in that guy's arms if he said that(:]

PS;Delise blog is entertaining,since anon is surfacing again.so peeps,read it.laughs(:








Title:

dont leave me,again:

this endless breathe im having with you,
this endless memory i etched deeply in my mind,
this endless pain i suffered,
keeps replaying in my mind.

will you pls free me of it,
i wont want to lose you again like i did,
but because of that im painful
so i made a decision,
and that was to set me free of you.

but i realise life was even worse without you.
without you asking me to cook for you,
clean the house and quarrelling.
but can everything resumed once i found you again?

i dont know,
but for sure i need you.
and im gonna hold onto you tightly,
cos i let go of you once,
just because i've never held you this tight that moment.








Title:

someone's flooding me profusely baybeh!
hahah,that's my melody darhling(:
smoochas!yeah,i miss you too my babe,
we're meeting soon.
hahah,ard one more week!
sweet!
PS;i just finished accepting all your 500++ testimonials(:

and i just finish watching full house.
im intoxicated by rain,
though he is not handsome but i think he's cute when he smiles.
hahah,okays but im still intoxicated by he and his nicey voice plus smiles.
like so cute!
gahhhhh!
im getting insane lar,
obviously there's a more handsome guy there.
like he looks like takeshi[obviously takeshi better],
but i prefer rain just because he's cute>.<
my sis is right,
i like cute type of guys,
my sis like arrogant guys.
but takuya kimura is both cute and arrogant.
so yeah,you know what i mean.
both my sis and i like him[mud pie!i got this sentence correctly!you dont have to correct me in church.(:]

so in conclusion,
im intoxicated by oh so cute rain.
that i even went to search for his photo.
oh wells,
is okays.
i admit,he's cute and i like him(:

boo,gahh,pfft,blah blah blah.
im lame.because im bored lar.
eheh,i finish my holi homework long before time.
first time(:
normally i dont do any homework during holis,
cos holis for enjoying.

babe,im gonna flood you now!
mm,im feeling so intelligent now.
aha(:

okays,i shall save my breathe.
and go do some work or write some stuff out.
and baby since everyone is in poem mode,
i shall be in the in crowd,
and do some really lame one like last time.
about the crystal meth.

DONT TOUCH IT:
oh you look so beautiful,
but dont touch it says me.
you didnt listen and you touched.

how perfect your family was,
so perfect that everyone yearns for.
but once you touched,gone it was.

now you see it is harmful.
hope to turn back but it's too late.
you've disappointed everyone,including yourself.






Wednesday, December 14, 2005


Title: with my oh so unhappy mood now.

this skin is totally cool i think.
superb.
i love it.
i've got pictures to post,but nah not in the mood to again.
blah blah blah.
im so not into any happy mood now.
oh wells,
do rmb i dont tolerate insolent behaviour currently.
maybe never will i.
cos i think adults can still be childish.
like my dad.
he can actually shout profanities at my mom.
like how idiot can he get.
argh,he always does that.
so why am i caring.
urgh,
and for that.
ytd night he said Jeannette Aw is sucky.
man,i dont hold grudges towards her nor i like her or something.
but i said she doesnt needs anyone to like her,
she just needs to be her.
thats what i thought life should ever be.
and to my horror my dad said something idiotic.
man,aft you pulled your baby teeth you talk facts.
im like hello?
like what the heck you talking.
ive always been like that,
or maybe at least i think so.
but who cares.
nvm.

and this cool skin,
requires clicken.
look at those links and stuff at the side.
click it.

and for now,
i shall go watch full house.





Tuesday, December 13, 2005


Title:

i'm like wondering,
can i dont put my braces.
but on second thought no,
because i have frigging pulled otu my two teeth,
and in whatever case.
wearing braces would be better for me.
but i cant eat.
like urgh!?!?!?!
my motivation for living is gone,
no food no talk ):
okays i'm fat but i love to eat still.
why should you care.

no more chocs.
argh.
at lst i can still eat sour plum,
and i'm now (:

tml tml,
hmmmmmmmm.
how am i gonna live without my mom.
i cant eat anything elses xcept her porridge.
argh!
pfft!
gahh!
this are all that i could think of.
i'm seriously in a very disgusted mood.
pfft.
and i swear,
edgar sucks.
though i dont hell know him,
and i dont wish to anw.

man,
i'm feeling like i'm lost without two things.
obviously my teeth lar.
how how how.
like there is really no more motivation for me to live.
but then,
i wont die.
but then,i have no enthusiasium[sp?]towards going out anm.
boo.

i wanna watch perhaps love,
like again.








Title:

I JUST PULLED BOTH OF MY TEETH AND FOR PETE SAKE IS BLATY HURTING NOW,ALL THANKS TO THE FADING OF THE ANESTATIC[SP?]





Monday, December 12, 2005


Title:

towards that passerby irene,
man thanks for telling me.
and i've said i wont do anything till serious things happen right.
sometimes,this thing are too urgh.
i cant stand it.
so hope you understand but nice to meet you :D

anw,delise is gonna make me a new layout.
and i hope it's special.
but i'm so gonna use it no matter what.
cos my bud made it for me!

perhaps is so frigging nice and like,
hello is kinda confusing okays.
but with June's high intelligence,
she definitely understood it.
like hello,
who doesnt knows that i'm clever.
like duh-uh.
okays anw that was kidding.
and the show really is nice.
i think most prolly pple could apply it on their own daily lives lar.
so yeah.
great show and i so totally support peter chan :D

and i took pictures,
but nah.post it some other day.
not in the mood to do something so tiring.
but hey,
joe bought lotsa dvds.
and i'm out to borrow them.
and i realise TS LASER so totally rocks.
hahah,
joe you know what i mean.

tsk.








Title:

yeah man,
im so gonna be late for our appointment.
hahah,who cares.

anw im glad lise is coming to my church.
man,she's coming for thanksgiving!
im oh so glad now.
okays,for that.
no more insulting till some really serious matters comes.
see im great!
hahah!

okays anw.
like God pls touch delise's parents heart and let her go.
really.
and thank God you gave me the strength to talk to joanna.

i wish,i hope and i would love her to change.
for once,
God help me.








Title:

thank you i woke up like darn early.
i woke at 1130 lar.
all because my grandma woke me and i was like shocked!
she used to call at 12,
and now she is like calling me at nine and ask why i never call her.
then i was like,
wth!?!?!
what you want me to do right,
i'm slping.
i'll call you when i wake lar.

okays anw.
enough!
i went to friendster and i accidentally saw this fu-dging acc.
with a black fingernail[polish of course]
punching her blaty cheek,
and taking the photo so darn high.
and i'm like hello.
oh yeah i know what you want me to say.
OH YOU RE SO CUTE NEHSSSS!
how you do that one arhsss?
i also want tooo lehsss!

like for pete's sake wake up wake up wake up!
and i swear,
one day your keyboard's s z x or whatever you use will spoil.
your keyboard cant take it lar.
pls spare a thought for it.
how i wish i can kill you.
and i'll be like the heroine of everyone,
except dimwits of course.
not forgetting whores.
like shit the fu-dging hell out of you lar.
oh whatever.
really i can see that arse is trying to act like some goths.
and i am totally turned off by goths.
is like you guys wanna act cool.
unlike some people who are NATURALLY cool.
mind my naturally okays.
and not like you.
oh i'm so hurt,
i wanna cut myself.
i wanna die.
oh black so fu-dging rocks!
i love to be so goth.
aiyah,
dont care me let me die.
like for hell sake,
pls do what you say.
just go fu-dging off and die can?
i'll be the first to clap.
and we shall a make a day for you whores and name it,
whores dead memorial day.
and all whores should die at this time.
cos you guys are dimmed,
really darn low dimmed without hopes of salvaging.
so like do yourself and the Earth a favour.
just die.
like yah!
and i'll be darn happy.
most prolly too happy till i've heart attack[my heart is functioning well though]
and die laughing.
this prolly just shows that we're so darn happy,
that a perfectly well normal healthy girl can die,
with heart attack when her heart is NOT malfunctioning.
why not do us a favour,
just go cut your whole blaty wrist off,
and not lil nimble cuts,
and tell everyone you're hurt and you need attention.
cut your whole wrist and die,
or survive.
at least you can't gain attention with wrist cutting since youu've got no wrist anm,
and you also can't write some lame stuff.
typing maybe[oh gosh,just kill yourself]
but at least slower.
so i can murder you before you can actually finish the sentence.
YAH!

okays enough of that!
hahah,and i was talking on the phone,
with my mud pie,pork pie,meat pie and jiaen.
i'm beef pie!
darn it i should have taken mud pie lar,
i suggested that name and she took it first.
ARGH!?!?!?!
hahah,nvm.
we talked hilarious stuff and how GOD amazingly changed me.
and then abt our church guys and stuff stuff.
hahah,
and not forgetting pork pie with someone someone!
hahah,
then i hanged,
cos my mom nagged.
and i went to slp.
tsk but i know alot though :D:D:D:D

and for now,
i shall go watch my takeshi kaneshiro,
in perhaps love!






Sunday, December 11, 2005


Title:

ytd was darn tiring,
but commotion in church steamboat was cool.
like polar bear and her!
hahah,but today church has ended.
and i miss my friends suddenly.
all because of my camp lar,
now i really miss them.
gahh!
esp weitsin meixin en selene and hinann my crazy buddy!

okays,today i finally bought my Levis jeans!
darn my sister,
she bought princess cut,
which is obviously more ex than mine.
and i am so not happy with that.
hahah!

i felt bad for her her and her.
though they are what i mentioned i am anti towards.
but at least they are my friends,
so like i wanna change them.
and i asked them to church,
and i didnt acc them.
left them alone.
i'm feeling so darn bad now.
even yili lao shi also say nothing i can do but influence them.
they dont feel at home when they go church,
and that is like so wrong!
you're supposed to long for going church and love it so much.
just like i do :D
but i admit i didnt like it last time,
when i was a bad bad bad girl.
pfft.
NOT NOW ANYMORE OKAYS.
man,i needa really try hard.
but at least i am.
i hope they will change,
at least their wearing.
and i pray that God will touch them just like how He did to me.

okays,
to those whores/anon,
pls fu-dging change your handwriting!
because you wont want to see this on the headlines.
TODAY:
WHORES/ANONS IMPRISONED/DEATH SENTENCE FOR INCOMPREHENSIBLE HANDWRINGTING.
wont you.
and most prolly all the old judges will die or go blind taking your cases.
cause they are most prolly over their 50s,to be crude,
half step into their coffin.
and you're like scaring them with those thicko fu-dging makeup,
big big plastincine eyes and what's mroe under your sleeve,
though i dont know what.
and once again another attack with your oh-so-cute voice,
and your oh-so-nice handwriting,
they will most prolly just die on the spot.
and spit some white froth out.
and i'll go laughing my arse off again.
so pls change,
unless you hope judges dead.
and most prolly the headlines will go like this.
TODAY:
XXXX JUDGE DIED FROM INCOMPREHENSIBLE HANDWRITING AND DISGUSTING MAKEUP WITH GAY VOICES AND MOSTLY FU-DGING WHORE FACES.
do the judge a good deed,
at least ask a prettaye whore there.





Friday, December 09, 2005


Title: addicted.

I used to be a different girl.
I used to live in a different kind of world.

something different caught my eye.
something I thought i wanted to try.
if i knew then What i know now.
i wouldn't be sitting here wondering why?

Why didn't i say no to you?
Slowly my life started to unglue.
I fell in love with you from the start.
But the price to pay was tearing my family apart.

I stole from my dad.
I told my mom lies.
I even felt bad for making them cry.
But i would do it anyways so that i could get high.

i was lucky because i got out.
but take my advice and listen to what your told when they say walk away and just say no.
don't start crystal meth.
because once you do.
she'll own your heart.
and you'll know then that you will never part.

Crystal meth will show you more pain than words can tell.
In the end, she'll lead you straight to hell.








Title:

changed the blogskin.
i thought i had that black one for too long,
so decided to change my taste.

i tell you people,
i am getting kinda wierd and attitude.
that's darn sad.
but attitude as in you don't like,
i won't care.
not those who are delibrately going ard and looking for trouble up their arse.
those are really lunatic friggs.
yeah,man mind me okays.
i don't frigging know why.

and nowadays i've been too darn free,
that's most prolly why i've got my attitude changed anw.
and i went ard to see what's currently happening in the world.
and to my horror.
guess what i saw.
i saw dumbwits,twits and whores and some fu-dging big eyed monsters.
so i'm like all out to hurl abusers at them since i cant stand them,
because as i've mentioned.
aint goths and paranomas or whatever rebels still human?
and why are they trying there fu-dging best to gain attention.
simply they lack it lar.
and like wth!?!?!
you lack attention get it in another way lar.
or whatsoever.
you can actually cut your own throat and jump into the river and gain attention.
or anything i don't fu-dging care,
but why dress like a pile of coo coo arse and go ard in a dumbo make-up.
that's completely off the point lar.
man,like kill yourself and do us a favour.

and you're blaming us for featuring you or whatever.
why not think that if you're not one of them,
you won't be featured and there won't be such hate sites.
and world peace.
won't that be like frigging great.
so why choose this path.
change while you still can.
yes i may not be a saint but at least i'm way better than any whores,
with their fu-dging attitude.
pfft,gahh gay.








Title: not a post about anyone in part.but a wholesome pack of whores.

man,i'm getting into an anti-whore mode lar.
i totally detest those frigging whores big eyed monsters who put on omg,
frigging thicko make-up lar.
we are young,
we have such great bouncy skin so why the fu-dging heck do we go and cover our beau face.
that's so not logical lar.
fancy looking at a girl without her real face.
that's what a horrendous whores do,
and for the fact of that,
pls do rmb you dont scare me okays.
you just build up my confidence and most prolly making me happy.
because rmb you make me laugh my arse off.

so like if you hell dont understand this post,
which most prolly you dont,
that just shows that you're so dim.
maybe your IQ cant even be compared to an ant on the floor.
if you dont believe me,
really pls go to some retarded hospital.
and find an ant to tally your IQ with it.
most prolly i'll take the ant who is so much cleverer than you as a pet,
at least they can find their own leftover food,
unlike we have to spoon feed you with everything.
including worksheets answers because you're so dimmed.
dimmer than a spoilt lightbulb.

and when you tell me you completely hate this post,
it just shows you're one of them.
cos those who hate this,
it prolly just meant that this post is about you.

and pls have your fingers checked,
because i dont even want to read another thing like ThIsS wOrHHs.
whats with the double s and big small letters?
is your hand really that paralyzed or what.
maybe i suggest you wipe yourself off this surface of the Earth,
maybe everyone will start cheering,
because one of those whores are gone,
which makes life and eyes so much easier.

get what i mean dumb dumb.
and i totally hate whatever you are doing.
cause you can totally suck someone's dick when you dont even hell know who is he.








Title: im so happy.

okays to hell with that anon in delise blog,
cause the frigging anon is hell so using todays editor to scare her.
man,
do you know that this do not make us fall,
cause as radin marsian we get so on when we get scared,
this is where our confidence get to build up or in a crude way,
we get really cocky.
we have the expenses to get cocky in anyway better than you.
fancy not revealing your identity and expecting to sue us.
will the court make such a stupid case as to like,
anon sueing delise.
omg omg omg,
i think you have been stuck in the fancy world of eE sHoO kWuTe OnE,
that you have forgotten that in reality life,
we dont file such a lame case.
and look,
we've got cliques,
get your arse onto my tagboard if you dare.
and most prolly your friend's too.
let's see some of those OmG wHy eUu iNsUlT mOii that kinda thingy on my tag,
and i'll be,
how honoured to have you guys here,
i hereby invite you to my blog to be a random anon that will kill my eyesight,
most prolly from reading your oh-so-unclear words.

about that,
pls warn me before coming,
i've gotta look at the trees every 30 mins,
so which means i'll have to prepare some trees,
or else i would really end up blind.
man thats so sad.
so come on,
bring your arse on here.
because you're so totally fu-dged.
if you ever get what i mean you dimwit.

:D








Title: gahh.

okays i woke up at 130 AGAIN.
gahh!!
that was like shit,
i never watch my batman for like three epi alr lar!
to hell with that lar!

ryl you finally added me!!!
yeah!!
i waited for my pink sports bra friend for so hell long!
hahah,
and man i slept at 3 plus plus lar ytd.
at home i never slp that late,
but my sister tempted me with a show,
so i decided to stay and watch.
and in the end i went to watch wang qi bian qing wa aft that.
and toota!
it was three,
and my father came out and asked me to slp lar!
gahh!
i could have,
but nvm.
anw,
now i'm off to do something elses!

and to hell with cathay also!
they dont allow those without credit cards to book,
gahh!
and i'll watch perhaps love,
definitely.





Thursday, December 08, 2005


Title: man,this is cool.

Help me understand why the world is so cruel.
Tell me that thinking everyone should be equal is okay.
Am I right when I ask for peace in the world?
And is it okay to love someone that is not all too pretty?

Is it important to fit in with the in crowd
where everyone makes fun of those less fortunate?
When sitting there and wondering if they are truly friends.
Just talking does not mean that they listen.

Before I lay my head on a pillow at night, come to my room
And tell my that when I wake up everything will be fine.
Stop me from seeing all of the horrible bullying in the halls.
Does anyone deserve that kind of treatment?

Agree with me when I say racism is uncalled for.
Cry with me when we see another terrorist attack.
Can you explain to me why Americans are afraid?
Would we still be this way if Bin laden hadnt been so cruel?

Help me understand why Goths and rebels are so misunderstood.
Arent they just like us?
Why do some people find it necessary to demand attention?
Isnt it important for every child to find love and attention from their parents.

Stand by me when I loose a relative,
And need a shoulder to cry on.
Tell me positive things that not everyone hears.
Make me laugh everyday and go to bed with a smile on my face.

Help me understand why I have wonderful parents,
Yet orphans and foster children have none.
Do I deserve so many nice things?
Cant I be content without them?

Help me understand what is
Causing teens everywhere to cut and
Torture themselves to relieve pain,
Or resemble a celebrity.

Tell me that believing in myself is normal
And that not thinking of myself is pointless.
Is being unique and outgoing strange?
Please, just help me understand!








Title: i'm sad

i can't go for youth this saturday!
my steamboat and friends and camps and stuff!
all flying away!
argh!?!?!?!
boohooo ):








Title: different days on same post.[note the similarities]

firstly this post is about diffe days,
cause some people says i never mention them):
and i shall,
right NOW :D

firstly meryl,
man i met her FIRST at cine when i was going to watch harry potter,
with melody of course.
i just kept saying hi to her and she just kept saying hi.
i recognize her by her pink sports bra which was oh-so-appealing!
hahah!
then ltr i was like hi AGAIN.
hahah,
then we went to take neos with really disgusting outcome,
because there is like no time for us to pose.
to hell with the dumb machine!
hahah,
then we went to each our own business,
ltr met up again aft the movie,
and decided very well to go home.
yah,
so meryl is said to be my pink sports bra friend.
hahah!

and joesph,
he wants me to mention that when i was peeved in camp,
i msged him and he replied.
and he actually accompanied me by msging a while.
hahah,
that's prolly all i can say about that.
hahah,
but thanks man!
for like accompany-ing me when it was like friggin late,
almost 2 plus plus or rather 3!
yah man,
i love you!
hahah :D
well,
we are husband and wife what,
what do ya expect!

i had M.I.A today.
so this shows i woke up frigging late today because i had camp,
so tml i'll watch perhaps love.
hahah.







Wednesday, December 07, 2005


Title: man,i'm back!

i've just gotten back from camp!
man,i miss the camp.

first day i was like sian sian,
dont really wanna go like that.
building tabernacle that time i was finding means and ways to slack,
but i still did some stuff lar.
then had sermon which was like,
darn tiring for us lar.
aft that we went for bathing,man i bathed with two mad gilas lar.
we were like screaming all night.
shit.
hahah,
then we talked about something aft that,
and we went to watch the guys play soccer.
and people thought we were gossiping,
pastor's son somemore,
eh come on lar,
do we look like that.
hahah,
then meixin and i played soccer.
ltr retiring to dorm[we were CHASED]
then in the end we were talking till like one plus then we decided to slp.
argh!

morning was like terrible lar.
like,
@#*$^(#$^(!!!
yar that was how bad man!
then we went for so called morning exercise when is only like STROLLING ard church.
lame lar,
but fun with bumber bee.
hahah,
then ltr we went to sermon like AGAIN.
i was trying my biggest best to concentrate,
but yah we cant lar.
hahah,
then i wrote quite a lot of notes lar.
aft that went for lunch and tp was like,
june you better eat vegetables and somemore rice or i'm not giving you your dishes.
then i was like,
tp pls lar,
i'm darn full.
hahah,and i got through okays :D
aft that we went tabernacle building again.
the second day i was like focusing on painting the garments of the high priest.
and we friggin washed the cloth for like three times lar.
argh!argh!argh!
then teck,jasper,jianming,gareth,keith they all were like cracking some lame jokes lar.
esp. teck lar,
didn't realise for in a year he was that crap when he is my sunday sch teacher.
darn sad man.
hahah,
then selene and i decided on a design and yeah we went to do it at level 2,
where no one disturbs.
and man we were like frigging hungry so we DEVOURED potato chippsy.
then ltr we decided to skip dinner and do our priest garment.
then,
it was time for games!

had some rugby thingys and teck was like,
nxt 7 balls i confirm catch one lar,
amazingly he only caught the first ball.
HAHAH.
then jasper and keith i think super fierce in playing lar,
we got super alot of points because of them.tsk.
had some cha siew bao song singing without laughing,
and malcolm and uncle sebastian were like disturbing us lar.
high pple,
hahah.
then we sang 5 times,
BUT WE SCORE HIGH POINTS LAR.
this proves group two rocks to the core!
then had some charades,
and some other games and we were like using brain to play the game,
when we were like too scheming alr,
but who cares,
hahah.
then ltr when it was time for introduction for our model armour,
teck was like,
this is the latest fasion of DKNY summer series and blah blah blah.
it was darn frigging funny lar.
ltr we won 2nd.
selene and i went back determined to finish our garment sticking by that night.
and meixin was doing her bells stuff.
so all were like darn concentrated lar.
in the end,we piang until like one plus then we finished,
and then i still darn energetic,
went downstairs to help others.
hahah,
and i got really tired,
so do the others.
so en,selene,meixin,weitsin and i went slping.

nxt day was the same sermon and i was frigging trying hard to stay awake,
went to dorm to have a nap for ard 15 mins and got really energetic.
hahah,
ltr was lunch and once again we were like quickly finish our tabernacle,
and think about the script!!!
then eugene think of one darn funny one,
and we practised.

it went like this:
old testament,
a sinner[teck] knocked into passerby[jasper]and he started scoldin passerby.
passerby was a lunatic and was really scared,
so he quickly walked away.
sinner felt sinful so he wanted to do burnt offering to ask God to cleanse him.
he went to the market to buy lamb,
one outcasted lame one[serena],
one fat one[shit head gareth,long legs xinann,black organs,fats eugene,meat huaizhe]
sinner chose the fat one,
and then went to the tabernacle.
the priest[jianming] did some aw-ing poses and then ltr helped him sacrifaced.
sinner pulled lamb head and slaughter it,
and skin it and then hahahahahahahahah,
ony by one,jump into the fire!

new testament,
sinner saw a box,
kicked it and it talked to the sinner telling it that it was a time machine.
it brought sinner to 2005,
but Jesus[keith] was shown crucified before they travelled.
knocked into passerby AGAIN.
the same one okays,
like for 2000 years,
both sinner and passerby NEVER DIE,
how darn amazing.
then in the end sinner sinned again.
and thought of sacrificing again.
went to the market and bought a lamb again.
this time went to a church,
and talked to the pastor[me :D]
i told him that he doesnt needs to offer sacriface anm cause Jesus died for us.
we just have to know our wrong doings can alr.
and the funny thing ends,
it was actually darn funny,
and i frigging mean it.
hahah.

then we were showing off our proud works of priest garments,
and then Qs&As,
we were like the most unlucky grp lar,
then we lost due to our OWN-PICKED DIFFICULT QNS,
stupid one lar.
hahah,
then ltr group 2 won the competition![proves that we are seriously rocking to the core!]
we were woohoo!
we thought we were the last lar.
then ltr we were like concert time!

then the concert[man,it was hilarious]
we were like asking our church friend to sing and we off all the lights,
using the projectors light as the spotlight,
just like a concert.
we were like,argh wo men yong yuan zhi zi ni!
then we take some pots,waterbottles and stuffs,
run forward and give to him.
it was darn funny.
we had some really great sharings lar.

ytd night when singing the theme song,
it was really like you feel that everyone is there,
you just know that.
it's darn nice lar.

aft that we went bathing and watched some comedy.
but i was kinda pissed off,
so didnt really enjoy.
aft that i went sitting with eudora tp eunice eugene joyce grace and ruth.
talk talk talk,
then went to find some players for uno and then we played for half an hour,
and the ultimate loser was ruth,
followed by gareth.
HAHAHAHAH.
then we just kept playing and then went downstairs at like 7am plus plus,
eudora asked wierd qns and we started slping,
was thinking i didnt want to slp one lar,
but argh!
then ltr i went upstairs to slp.
and woke up,
clear stuff and here i am!

given a chance to say what i want,
i would reallt want to thank my grp members who are like always so serious bout it.
and also like always like to do QC one lar.
and we really kinda bonded together as a family,
a church in one and not in cliques anm.
yeah,
and the small ones came,
so it was really like darn great.
i'll NEVER miss a church camp!
and the song was really touching!
love this camp to smitterings man!

A REALLY BIG THANKYOU TO MY GROUP,CHURCH,AND EVERYONE,
NOT FORGETTING GOD!





Saturday, December 03, 2005


Title: hot people :D

cedric diggory!argh!so hot :D i like his hair!


hot right! that's daniel radcliffe in such a cute face! :D








Title: cute people DO exist.

i know harry potter and cedric's name alr!
argh!
daniel radcliffe and robert pattinson!
omg,
why do people with the daniel name usually so cute.
like daniel wu.
and daniel radcliffe.
argh argh argh.

why do such cute people exist?
poof.
nvm,
at least they are not ugly.
hahah,
anyone wanna watch perhaps love,
with rachel and joe.
gahh,
i think aft watching perhaps love i will go mad.
with potter so cute,
i alr go mad,
what abt the oh-so-handsome takeshi kaneshiro!
argh.

anw,
i'm to camp tml.
till wednesday for whole FOUR DAYS.
which means i wont be able to contact/blog/sms/whatever for FOUR WHOLE DAYS.
argh?
but nvm,
church camp rocks :D

daniel and robert pattinson frigging rocks :D
so do i,
hahah.





Friday, December 02, 2005


Title: harry potter is officially my eye candy :D

went to cine with melody today to watch harry potter,
and like OMG.
harry potter is FULL HOUSE.
both in cine and plaza sing.
i mean like harry potter is alr opened for how frigging long alr.
and yet it is still full house lar.
it must have been a great show,
and yes it was.

people say its boring,
not me at least.
i think it is a frigging nice show.
i used to detest harry potter and now i aft watching,
i hereby declare i LOVE harry potter.
and harry was super cute lar in the show.
last time didnt take notice of him.
but today,
the faithful day,
when i was watching the show i observed him :D
and i realised how frigging cute is he.
hahah.
and also cedric.
come on,
he is frgging HOT.
and i mean it.
like oh-just-look-at-him that kind of thing.
and is like,
argh!?!?!?!
WHY THE FRIGGING HECK HE DIES!?!?!
is really,
%&*#)&%#)&%!!
gahh,
i cried for cedric.
and he was really a hot one,
but also a dead one.
argh.
nvm,
at least harry is still alive and most importantly,
still so cute :D
thats all for today.

had a load of fun!
i wanna watch perhaps love then,
hahah.





Thursday, December 01, 2005


Title: it is only pg!

it is pg!
yah!
yah!
yah!

everyone,
raise up your hands
and start clapping.
perhaps love is ONLY pg.
we can watch.
watch it.

p
pe
per
perh
perha
perhap
perhaps
perhaps l
perhaps lo
perhaps lov
perhaps love
perhaps lov
perhaps lo
perhaps l
perhaps
perhap
perha
perh
per
pe
p

!








Title:

I WANT TO WATCH PERHAPS LOVE NOW!!








Title: perhaps love;

omg.
perhaps love totally hot.
even i may not get the show,
but looking at takeshi kaneshiro at the movie is plainly worth 9 bucks alr.
let alone jin ji hee and jacky cheung.
gosh.
hope the show is only pg.
and man i like takeshi in the show man.
he is so CHARMING.
i like the song cross road also.
and i'm so gonna watch it :D
fiesty!

and batman rocks!