Title: Helplessly, helpless.

I've been deleting, cancelling. Not knowing exactly how to express it.

Where have I been the past few months, when a simple task like being there & letting her rant on & on would simply bring a smile & a warm fuzzy feeling to her, when my company seemed to work like magic, bringing a smile to her face.

Why do I always fail to see, that I could bring such joy. Why do I always fail to take just some time off my schedule for them, which is such an easy task. Why do I always fail to realise everything, until I get the reality slapped hard on my face. Isn't it all gonna be too late?

I don't wanna be one of them.
It aches when they behave like these. I'm still tolerating.
& why are they behaving like these?

Superficial bastards.

Labels: Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day.