rahh!
i'm having mixed emos.

i'm darn sad today.but was happy at first.so happy that i thought i was lame enough to actually take photos in the toilet.so happy that i could wear lego on my shirt.so happy that i could actually mismatch my clothes.so happy that i could rattle rattle and go on rattling.

i'm darn sad.so sad that i could cry at this moment.so sad that my friend is having dengue.so sad that she actually can't really move.so sad that when i'm in the child's toilet,no one is asking me whether her fringe has gone longer,whether her hair was alright.i was so sad that no one mentions to me about junyang.so sad that you/she/darhling/weitsin wasn't here at church,but in gleneagles suffering.

i'm touched.so touched that you actually hugged the ducky duck duck to sleep and hug it with you by every min and sec that passed.so touched that you actually fight the disease for us.so touched that you're my friend.

i'm tired.tired at the way that you are so tired.tired for you.

i'm glad that selene hinann and meixin went with me to gleneagles.i'm glad weitsin is happy to see us.i'm glad weitsin loved our ducky ducky duckk duckk.i'm glas we explored gleneagles-looking through infants,cafeteria,delifrance,soft toys,recorders,vending machines and not forgetting patients.-i'm glad everything is fine.

all i want is miss yeo weitsin/darhling/very good dancer/drawer/my toilet mate/my good buds to recover from her dengue and i said i'll give you 1 week to recover.don't push the limits babeh.you better recover fast and speedy.i'm waiting for you to ask me bout your hair and telling me how cute mr junyang can be.

and some crazy pictures[taken when i thought i was still happy]: