hi,i'm so happy! :D yar.went church today for fellowship.JMYF ROCKS!!SMUACKS.yar.we went to old folks home.
all the old folks so poor thing lar.looking at them seriously makes you cry and makes you think through your life.everytime when we screw up and say oh gosh i'm so pathetic,look at them.they are far worst.they need someone to feed them to the end of their life till they are back in Heaven with God.yar.imagine yourself in their shoes lar.it's 1o times worst i can say.really.was my 2nd time there lar,thought of talking to the old lady i talked to last time.yar.
we danced some tango thingy and i was made the boy with the rose in my mouth :D hahah.yar then we sang He's the Lord.i thought that song was pretty meaningful so i typed it out for all Christians out there or even non-Christians to believe in it.
then jacinta made lilies for everyone.that's so sweet of her though she still has exams she HAND MADE 31 of them lar.
then later selene and me went to talk to the old lady.at first we couldn't hear what she said.we were like thinking OMG she is saying the same old thing to us again.we tried to bent down and listen to her and she was saying there is chair can sit.we were like uh no need lar.then she talked to us about biscuits.saying about there is no knife here then selene opened the biscuit with her hand.she praised selene.then she offered the biscuits to us which was so sweet of her.then we tried very hard to ask whether she was happy living there.she kept saying God Bless You and we were like thank you and she said don't mention.yar.it was dinner time.selene fed her then i stood there and ask her whether it was nice and stuff like that.she was so glad so happy,and sho told us about how her father died.it was super poor thing lar.she said that one night when it was super dark her father went out to buy something.the devil amde him fall and his whole face was red which i think is blood lar then he died.she still say don't know what road got devil.i think is the road that the father died.she commented that lucky she wasn't with him or else she would have been dead.then she asked us where we lived.selene say bukit timah she said her family lived there too.she wanted to visit them but cannot.i think no one visits her.that's so sad lar.she also said she doesn't have any friends except for 2.we offered her the lilies but she didn't want it.we told her we were her friends and we will visit her.in order for her to remember us we aked her to keep the lilies and looking at it will make her think of us.that was so hearth warming lar.then she tied it to her bed side and keep telling us if we go no one will be her friend anymore.then she ask us to visit her everyday and everynight.we promised to go back again and she agreed.all in all i think she is pretty poor thing.i can't imagine myself like her.it's so miserable for her lor.hais.then yar lar.i seriously make a pact with all my heart i would go back to visit her and remember her.she's my BEST FRIEND.i trust her.yar.
after that we sang some songs and was time to go home,we were reluctant lar.but yeah we still had to.so we went off and yeah the bus was here.we sang while walking to the bus.cracked some jokes and then we went onto the bus.WE STARTED JAMMING.hahah.from toa payoh,all teh way to harbour front.we were SHOUTING not SINGING at all.hahah.we sang school songs.[fairfield V.S mgs V.S acsi]hahah.and also all the christians song.even those slow songs we sang loudly and FUN.yar.we stopped eng yeow from sleeping and eng yeow stopped bryan from sleeping and BRYAN SHOUTED.hahah.yar.everyone stun.but later we laugh.cause bryan was trying to win eng yeow.hahah.we reached church.we sang ending songs.ending prayers,sharings and bye.I'M BACK HOME HERE.

what i thought of today:
1)today was really meaningful lar.it led me wonder what would happen to me in future lor.it was also God's grace that he let me know yes my results are screwed up,but the old folks life are far worst.so it's kinda God answering my prayer telling me not to despair,i can always do it again one lar.
2)it told me not to worry about myself.God will do it.
3)i made a new friend Mary!she remembers me and selene for our kindness.hope our next visit she is still there.

AND THANK YOU LORD FOR TODAY AND EVERYTHING.
thanks for mary,thanks for you,thanks for JMYF,thanks for selene.and most importantly thanks for EVERYTHING :D