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Pseudo.
It's been so long, okay technically speaking, not very long, but hey, whatever.
Hahahaha!
Saturday, I really intended to move my arse along, & go to church, but instead, my pathetic lil soul didn't feel like being tormented by the sun, & was very intrigued by The Covenant too, hence my presence at home the whole day. Okay, at least I moved to Tiong Bahru to return those rental dvds (okay, I so wouldn't have went if I didn't need to return it by then, gee), ho.
Sunday, I was feeling so, unwell. I swear I could totally shred myself into pieces & I'd still think it felt better. Sheesh. Wenna collect my poor Eclipse that has been stranded at Times since god-knows-when, hahaha. Went to pay gramps a visit, she looks way thinner, sigh. It's been a long time since I went to visit them, & seeing how happy they were to see me, just made me way more guilty than I could ever feel.
Those added lines on their faces, those haggard eye bags, they really have aged huh, haven't they? How long will it take me to really realise that time really is catching fast on us, sigh.
Okay, & I really need to spare some extra time, for them, before I really regret it, times not waiting for me, I must realise.
27 Dresses, oh my goodness, can't really say how much I like Kevin Doyle, okay, really, it's a sin to look so beautiful. His smile, the suit & so on & so forth..., boy, really, it's impossible one could ever look that great.
Monday, hello society, it's been a long break since curriculum has started. & no, monday wasn't enjoyable, altho it was kinda. Okay, contradicting myself once again, but goodness, whatever. There were tears & blah blah blah, not from me tho, I was kinda, uplifted? For some moments. Anw, yeh. Sheesh, tuition was like, hah. I don't know how to describe & srsly (blah)'s weird.
Tuesday, stayed home, hurray? I don't know. Really, and the situation of getting back testpapers is bad enough. The last I need right now is to be on MC, & that's just what I'm getting right here. Bet I must have missed out alot in school, sigh. But today has been kinda, a great rest! :o
Can I stop contradicting already?Okay, & sometimes I really do wonder, am I doing the right thing? Probably it's gonna be a viscous cycle, since what goes around, comes around.
&! Oh yeh, I've fallen for Gossip Girl, really, it's so, teenage? (: It's kinda like facing a mirror whilst watching, except for the real scandalous part, not really our type of thing. :o
You've been walking through 16 years of life, till you kick back & realise the few true ones were just right beside you, standing by you whilst you were foolishly searching for what you thought as the true ones.P/S: What's the ship that never sinks? Friendship, they say.Labels: Rooney - When did your heart go missing?