Title: Nostalgia.

Okay, I had terrible fever, & sore throat, that drained me totally. & worst of all, I couldn't study for my exams, urgh.

You're full of nonsense, what save my life. Hahahahaha! More like I'm the one who's entertaining you man. Hahaha.

Mhhm, okay, I really think I should start on Amath, or else I'm SO screwed.

Labels: Jesse McCartney - Leavin`

Title: You're so yammy.

After so long, I managed to talk over 'lunch' with Chermaine after Emath Mids, & well, it always went well, & it's great, I likeeee ;o Reliving those great old times, & well, it always seem like we're the two crazy nutheads that are willing to do ridiculous stuff.

Heh.

Friday, funny! Ivyna snapped a chopstick in Sakae, Wendy screamed, everyone stared. WE LAUGHED WITH NO SOUND. Hahaha, how embarrassing. & that incredible fun toy shop! With Ivyna's weird theory of this stick your finger and get it stuck toy. Damn funny. & the half ball thingo.

Eng Oral tday, I nearly died for being late, but NEARLY :D

Okay, really, I should be studying right now, so bye kiddoz. I miss Chermaine (: & The Suckers, xoxo.

Labels: Enrique - Push.

Title: Baby, break the ice.

I had Sakae buffet tday with 2 retards, & we were totally doing rubbish.

& we met Jonas Brothers lookalike. ;o

& really, I'm trying hard for a new perspective to this thing, & it's working? I THINK :D & not forgetting, I still love, Break The Ice, alot. Heh.

Labels: Britney - Break The Ice.

Title: Blinky Bill.

I really don't mean to do this, but sometimes I really can't help it. I just hope, it'll all be over, soon. Anyway, on a lighter note, really school has been a bitch :o

Labels: Missy Elliott - Shake Your Pom Pom.

Title: The abcs.

Hello, I officially think I wrote outta point, & it was too bimbotic to be a story for English Mids. Argh ): Rachel
Urgh.

On a lighter note, (: xoxo.

Labels: The Killers - Somebody Told Me.

Title: The love addict.

I can't wait for GirlsHipHop, particularly this week, wonder why?

Labels: Britney - Break The Ice.

Title: Hello that's it.

I've taken it out 3 times, I wonder if it'll be fine if I just change the stud right now? Mhmm. I want to buy The Beatles stud, it looooooooks so awesome.

I think mine heals pretty fast, woes to those who takes longer ):

`mma gonna fix up dinner ltr, nice honey mustard with to-die-for ham (at least it's to-die-for for me), lettuce, & bread. Oooh, what heaven-tasting food.

Okay, shiz, thr's exams tmrw, I'm still NOT studying, zomg.

& I really really really really really want an inkprint, sigh.

Labels: Enrique - Push.

Title: A hard line to walk.

In less than a week, I'm back again, aww.

I baked apple crumble, & they found it nice, well, at least Eunice craved for more, ooh, a final success. Previous two attempts were a complete mess, let's not mention, gahh.

Had tuition on Friday with Zi Jie, Lynn, Deb & Dee. Oh, & girlstalk with Carely. (Random; I'm craving for Redbean Mr. Obanyaki now) Okay. So, dinner, reached home like arnd 9 plus, & I haven't start on my Chinese when Mids were on the next day.

How cool?

That's rheotorical though. So, Mids today. Scrapped through, let's cross our fingers, hoping we'll pass. & for chicken-nehneh sake, I was trying to study today, but ended up sleeping, & here, blogging, browsing, surfing. Sickening arsewipe, aint I.

Oh, & a big thank you for being so tolerant guys, I have been an idiot. (: I'll sleep more, as I promised. To bring back the hyped one.


"It calls out to me, but I'm way too afraid to reach out for it, for fear of repeating what I've done, almost again."

Labels: Madonna - 4 Minutes.

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Oh yes! Hello world, I'm back here in less than a weeeeeeeeeek, & I'm hairpee okay!

Hahahahahahaha, let's begin with Sunday! I loveeeeeeee book browsing! (If thr's ever sucha word, yeh) Hahahaha! I spent hours inside the bookstore since I decided not to lunch with mates, omg, yes hours. Let's hi-light, inside the bookstore.

I've got a few great books on my mind, am gonna get it, as soon as I can afford to place my mind, soul & time on it, yeh! Went home, & caught some winks, to compensate my beauty sleep that I missed over the weeks.

Monday, tiring! Chem tuition, with the omg-im-in-need-of-toilet guy. Hahahahahaha, oh yes, Dee, we so needed another (inserts) in tuition, not like having one in school is not enough. Seems like we just can't shake ourselves off, those kinds. Hmm. OH! & Arena yeh!

Tuesday, omgggggggggshz. & yes, I love girltalks in Starbucks with Jam! (: Totally enjoyable danceeeeeeeeeee aye! Dinner at HK Cafe with Sistar & Jam! Did a lil shopping as a getaway from the god-damned busy routine life! Oh love of my life, when will I be able to get in contact with you again? OH shoppinggggg ): I'm so badly deprived, really, honestly, desperately in need of shopping alrd. My itch is coming onnnnnn!

Tday, date w Jumsy & Eunice! Okay, was supposed to be out with Ivyna, but I've gotta be home early t accompany sis, so I went for quick lunch & got home rather early, hence my precious appearance here (:

& Mag, Happy 16 Birthday. Thank you for being Mag, the Mag that I love, the bimbo Mag that I share my life with, love. (:

Okayyyyyy, go do some quality readingggg!

& I can't stop laughing these days, shiz! That's sooooooo scary okay, I laugh at the slightest thing ): & I find it so funny, but no one does, sigh! Hahahahaha, okay fine. Seeyoh.

Labels: Muse - Time Is Running Out.

Title:

Hello, isn't it wonderful how I can refrain from using the computer? Aye, yes it is. Or rather, every single day is so pack, I can't afford anytime to relax and take a breather, let alone coming online, sheeshhhhhhh.

Okay, anyway, tuition was awesome! Hahahah, we got 'lost', & everything elses. The St Francis guy, and SCGS girl. Hahahha, & Dee finishes her chemical eqns really fast, gee. Hahahaha! Tuesday was great, dance & everything, brings back so much youth & fun (okay, sounds like I'm terribly old, but I'm not, for heavens sake). Wednesday, a fruitful lunch session, with senseless chatters thats crucial in friendship (: Thursday was plain old doing Amath, & mugging for Bio test at night. & I swear I've been going home arnd 7 plus almost everyday, & I'm mentally, physically, totally drained. See what I mean about not having time?

FRIDAY.SUCKED.BALLS.

Seriously, one of the worst days ever.

I allowed my emotions get the better of me, & that, honestly wasn't that much enjoyable. For bloody heaven's sake. Breaking down in jitters aft cramping finish Chinese test was more than enough, but, the system doesn't think so. I had Amath and Bio test, simultaneously, how's that sounding?

It gives me the creep, how you have to remember all the details, information, and methods on answering, and without a bloody break, you're going for 2 tests, that requires alot of brainworks. It's not like it's English and Bio where you can totally finish off English fluently.

To top it off, the whole afternoon I spent doing Amath, probably didn't help much. & oh wonderful world, I didn't realise there was a question on the last page of Bio test, how cool is that? I realised it when time was up, what a total mess. & it's not like I didn't know the answer, for the hundredth time, yes I know the god damned answer.

& the fact that I woke up with a nightmare, and my shoe spoilt, didn't really help in making my day.

I can't believe I'm that hot tempered, that weak to actually break down because of all the stress and everything. But well, as easy as I might fall, I'm capable of pulling myself back up really fast. I don't believe in rejoicing over my own fall. I'm all fine now, just that, seriously, friday sucked balls. Okay, it wouldn't if there wasn't so much tests. It's the fking tests that's making me so peeved. Geeeee, can't believe I actually felt that way because of tests. I would call myself a moron. (:

Sorry Jam, I pulled out last minute. I don't think you would want to go out with someone like me who's on the verge of killing people. Sorry guys, for being the most idiotic June you could ever want.

Slept away, & I felt so good when I woke, & well, I'm up and fine right now, in fact, I'm very happy, for some reasons, of course.

Back on track, I really don't want Eclipse to end, but seems like that's not happening, & no, I don't like thattttt ):
It would take much more than breaking down emotionally to get over Edward, HAHAHA.

Okay, it's time I move along, because I need to mug, I can't sit at one corner, looking at my classmates actually burying their heads into their books, while I'm frolicking away, because that would be a total doofus way of life. No way, my conscience doesn't allow me to. Okay, & by the way, that sucks too ):

Midyrs, o, look what have you done?

P.S; I've gotten way too much on the girl-side, oh holy macaroni. My playlists is filled with Mandy Moore's, & I'm loving the things I hear, geez.


"My current apple of my eye."

Labels: Mandy Moore - 17.

Title: Goodbye, sailing.

Isn't it amazing that you get the exact same nolstagic feeling, at the same timing? I guess that's pretty much amazing, really.

Someone told me, "For a human, it's easy, time heals almost everything." & well, even though there is an almost over there, in that sentence, I still beg to differ.

It doesn't heals, it just buries everything.

You think you've moved on with it? Think again, it would probably be a no. Every single time when we've been through something drastic, or something that would probably be better off without thinking, we'll tend to use time to flush away the emotions. But instead of really healing it, we're in actual fact, burying it. Deep down, it's still there. We just choose to believe that it's no longer there, & we just lead on with whatever we have in our life, be it our safe habor, or our busy schedule that keeps us away from thinking about it. Despite all these, a person can't probably be busy 24/7, there will always be a quiet time for the mind, body & soul. & it's time like these, where we would think of the past, & every single little details starts resurfacing, without your conscience will.

It's almost human nature to remember all those minute details, even though they really hurt, & it would really be better off left alone.

Well, at least, it can be bittersweet in a sense. But we all know, we'll move on, it's just whether, time heals, or time buries?

Go figure.

Anyway, back to topic, senseless blogging, sheesh. Okay, so whatever that happened today, really isn't worth blogging, except the fact that I kinda had a girl talk with Hinann. & don't mistake me, I really do enjoy girltalks with her, it just never fails, to tug at my heartstrings. Well, she got me reminded on some stuff too, but.

Hey, we'll just let our mind wander off once in a while, but we've gotta pull ourselves back as soon as we are capable of it, alright? Life's almost great, or rather, life's really great, already.

Oh, & it's our first time taking Holy Communion, & I had this funny little fuzzy feeling. Which feels great, though.

That's almost all for now, & I really should get my arse onto mugging already, if I'm not wrong, 2 more weeks to Mids, kudos?

But all I really wanna do right now, is to soak in the sun with my lovely Eclipse, accompanied with a cup of chilled coffee, or some fancy little mocktail would be just fine, too. Geez. Not forgetting those hunky lifeguards, ooh. But I don't think S'pore's lifeguard can get anywhere near the definition of hunky, oh well.


"Happy we'll be, beyond the sea."

Labels: Bobby Darin - Beyond The Sea (La Mer)

Title:

Hello once again, I'm back, aft much indulgence with Eclipse.

I like how Edward behaves, I like how Edward loves Bella, well, I like Edward, definitely. He's beautiful yet dangerous, aww, how sweet is that?

Anyway, that's really besides the point, and sidetracking.

Friday, was kinda like a studying day, but I ended up in town with Jam & were like walking arnd, aimlessly & doing stuff that were almost ridiculous to 'cool kids', like hanging around in kino for god knows how long. But before all this 'walking around' thing began, we were at Coffeebean, studying, & well, reading, yet again.

Senseless chatters, but great for the mind and soul, yknw, girls, typical.

So, well, headed home, pretty early, for a friday night I mean. Spent my time, reading Eclipse, & srsly, sometimes I really need to tear myself away from it, it's taking up so much of my time, & also so much of my mind space, constantly thinking of Edward, which is kinda, weird, since he really doesn't exist, geez.

Thr's this 120th Founder's Day Countdown thing in school, whr we had to report to school at 645am, yeh, the timing is ridiculous. Then, some canvas painting, & interacting games with the jnrs from FMPS. Finally, forming the human badge, & stuff like tht. Ended, headed to Queens with Eunice, BYJE, DeeYu, Seedy, Jeremy, Trev & YiPong. Splitted up, leaving Eunice, BYJE & I. Went over to AnchorPoint for Phat Thai, holy macaroni! I can't believe the taste, I simply adore it.

Okay, whatever. Hahaha. & we were like forcing BYJE to finish her food, cos srsly, she always can't finish her food. Hahaha, & I was feeding her, how's tht sounding? Hahahaha! & we were totally talking all the shiz & rubbish, threatening BYJE too :D

Headed to Queens, to get the stuff, & spent time thr, talking, walking, as usual I guess? & kinda, thinking of some silly things we used to do last year. Girls really do stuff like that, whenever it's like girls day out, huh.

Home, & caught winks, I can't stay awake. I'm much too tired, & the bed seemed really inviting today, so I guess, I gave in, & slept :D

I miss alot of things, especially after today. & I'm starting to wonder, was it really that, or was it just a safe habor, that I needed in order to shut those thoughts away, because, these two things really do have uncanny resemblance, god knows why. I do feel a need to voice out the complexity of it all, but I'm too far away from doing that, anytime soon, I guess. & I thought I could handle, since years back, I always thought I was clear-headed. But, I guess, it never seemed to be tht way, I always fail to know what I really want, need & feel.

I guess? (:
& this post, seems really lng, haven't had this word-length for long, geez.

Title:

Went out with Eunice, BYJE, & DeeYu to Queens, to collect class jersey. & I'm glad tday ever existed, yknw (: & sometimes, some humans are really too complex for us to actually understand every single thoughts that are running through them, aye? In anycase, we're just happy like that.

& I'm gonna go for tuition with DeeYu, aft like 4 years of no tuition! I'm actually looking frward to it, how's that sounding like?

"So the lion fell in love with the lamb."

Title:

Okay for the fact that LY asked me to aim for AC, I'm gonna aim for AC, tgt with her. (:

Title:

Banana chocolate at Holland, & I managed to walk back home, all the way. Gasp, yes gasp! & it took quite fast, surprisingly, given the fact tht I'm a total klutz at gym stuff, oh well.

Much happened, talks & fun I guess! Had studying-talking break ytd, at Coffeebean, yet again, with LY & Jam. It's times like this tht I'll miss incredibly once this whole damn thing ends.

I rmbed I had a great time talking to Ivyna last Thurs, about life & crap. Serious, yet crappy, see the irony thr? Hahahaha! It's just pretty nolstalgic, I guess. Well, 10 years down the road, we're gonna sit at the exact same point, thinking back. & oh, our packbacking, & living tgt plans! I'm seriously, serious about it! & Ondeh Ondeh incident, gee. Hahahaha, talked till 7 plus, & we didn't realise, oooh. How times flies.

Friday was a complete chillax(adapted from LY) day. WE SHOULDNT HAVE RAN AWAY AT STARBUCKS OKAY. & all the stewpid non smokers flowers, seriously.

Sat, was great? Sun, beach, with LY & Jam! Omgggggg, & yes, the sun was being a real bitch tht day, I swear. Wished I had got tanner, but it's okay, I'll try harder. Geeeeeeeez.

& sometimes, I really do thank God for letting LY & I start talking again, plus Jam. I really can't bear the pain if I lose anyone of them right now, I love them, really. Somehow, the chatterings, are just simply quality time spent tgt. & I'll always be the one by you, no matter what decisions are made. Love.

Seriously, I don't feel like coming online, or anything elses, I'm rather much stuck in my world tht has been perfectly sculptured by Stephenie Meyer, & I'm rather much happy with my aft-sch hangouts, fun. & okay, I'm seriously gonna start studying alrd.

Thinking of applying for UWCSea, gonna wait for Mid-yrs results, then decide from thr, I guess.

Gee, I'm torn for choice.