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i went for dance lessons ytd with mag & it was great, did more than a hundred crunches, but so, it didn't help, cause i ate super super a lot for dinner, geez. but the dance was really great, super fun & all :D couldn't ask for anything elses! rawr!

after dance rushed home & had dinner, practically rot my time away aft dinner but dinner was sumptious okaye! here! drool to this! a plate of cheeseeeyyyyy crayfishh! with delicous eggs & mifen :D okaye, maybe the mifen part a bit off, but still! hahaha :D

watched tv & talked on the phone with mag, then went to sleep cause my mom wanted me to slp, so there goes, i went to sleep.

woke at 11 this morning, surprisingly early okaye! hahaha, then decided to try sleeping again, lazing arnd, but i just can't! (*@)PU&)W(&&&! rawr! then used the comp, till now :D hahaha, it hasn't been really long since i've woke up, so bullocks, i don't really know what i'm posting, all the rubbish & yada yada. pardon my random posts, it's just, urgh, RANDOM.

okaye, let's start with smth worthy to ponder about.
shaldn't mention anything, but honestly, get a life, go look for conscience(sp?), i bet you don't even have it, always claiming that people did things that doesn't bode well of you, others let you down & yada yada, have you ever wondered what you've did to others, you, living in a world of self-denial, always think that others are plotting against you & you're always using the same old trick, goodness gracious, would you mind at least you changed your tactics. that would raise the level of challenge, asking others to pit against you using the same old fucking method, that's like degrading oneself's dignity. so muthafucking hell just get a hold of yourself & change your method, lst that would make you a bit more worthy of challenging, yes for fuck's sake, please.

not particularly mentioning anyone, so if you're reading this & you get offended, pardon me, it's not you luh! but wait a minute, if you're afraid it's you, means you've done smth wrong, so this post is a warning to anyone out there, but really really, it didn't mean anyone, just check your conscience for it, if you've serve the qualities mention above well, you honestly need some time to do some soul searching alright, no offence.

so people are always like that, acting pathetic just to get attention & yada yada, everytime they will be thinking of more tactics to deal with others, have they ever slow down the pace of their thoughts & get rid of those evil thoughts & try to think of means & ways to help people on the damn fucking streets or anyone elses, like your friends. fucking hell no, people are this selfish & always thinking that the whole muthafucking world is plotting against them, get a life! everyone is living in a damned mask, no one really unveils their mask to anyone, not even to their closest relative. they'll just be good buddies on the surface with you, but deep down inside, it's that really the truth, fucking hell no, they go arnd bitching & yada yada. that's not call a friend. & more to that, sometimes, that mask stick so closely to them, that they don't even take it off when they're with their closest family members, they go on with their angelic mask, acting fucking innocent & all. damned. the greatest challenge of all is to get that dumb fuck mask off, that hideous look will scare everyone away, definitely. & there's no way to cover that up, no, not even donning how thick make-up.

get a life seriously, please. & face reality. (once again, not mentioning anyone okaye :D)

so, that's an emo long post, i'm getting hungry after getting emo, hahaha!

adieu.