Title: Emo confessions of a teenager in distress!

i would kill you now if you were to walk up to me & start mentioning abt tabletennis or start complaining about how tough & how you dislike it, seriously.

i would kill to have a chance to be in a tabletennis team again, sigh. gah, that's bad. honestly, i miss tabletennis so so so, way so much okay. so much that just relieving the good old times when we were playing would just make me smile. all those competition times where we start buying mentos one day before to chew on during matches to relief stress, times where Mr Lum would give us 2 bucks to go to the canteen & buy what we want to eat, times where we could just play & cheer your friends on while they're playing, times where teamwork starts off the matches, times where everything you've worked hard for payed off in the match, times where we could get out of class early just for matches, times where we go arnd laughing at each other during training, times where we would gather tgt & discuss how perverted our coach was, times where we went hysterical & got scolded by the coach during training. & how tensed we would be during matches. those times. relieving those times, sigh. & i still rmb my double partner Jesline, but all this was put to an end, everything has to end.

now that everything is gone. sigh. i didn't even know how the heck did i get into tabletennis. but i could still rmb smth dumb that happened during tabletennis. yeewen used her bat & knocked against my face when she was talking oh-so-enthusiastically. hahaha.

the bat just lies inside my room, collecting dust. sigh. it's kinda deprived when you come to think of it. once primary school is gone, it's gone. not even friends are left behind. i don't really remain in contact with anyone just that occasionally i would talk to Joseph, Qiyuan, Catherine, Jolynn, Meixian & Delise. let's not mention WongYeeWen that idiot who hit me on my face, gah. hahaha, but well, she's the closest to me alr, she's the only aunty whom i always go out with to kbox & spree, oh spree! gah, otherwise, it all spells N-O-T-H-I-N-G & G-O-N-E. how depressing is that? yes, that depressing, depressing till i can kill you just to shut your trap up, June.

okay, that was gay, i didn't even know why the heck i posted, but in any case, i love love love, adore & hearts(yes, twits language, pardon me) tabletennis & those good old times which we shared tgt.

if only i owned a time machine, i would have returned to those times & tell them how much i love them & treasure the trainings & time we shared tgt.

no, as i'm posting this i'm not shedding tears, it was just some random childhood that i remembered, yes emo, you may brand me as that. but only for this short puny time. call me emo after that & you should start taking a liking on the fact that your head is detached from your neck. well, everything has ended & it's time to move on, move on & i'll find greater things to treasure, better things. but, no matter what, this part of memory still stays, etched deeply, & i would just treat it with respect & let it rest within my head. tabletennis, i adore, friends, i adore, times, i treasure. but hey, ask me out for tabletennis & i'll gladly play along, especially to those whom i've trained with, not like i'm some super bagus player, at least i still remembered we could beat RiverValley, which is so disgustingly bad that you feel like laughing your guts out while playing with them. hahahaha, aye. that bad. duh, of course others will be better than me alr, cause you guys got the priviledge of being in a tabletennis team in secondary school, but we could always go the friendly way. it's been one year since i've touched my tabletenis bat. gah.

wongyeewen! let's go & play it someday soon! relieving those good old times!