Title: Ramdom-nessed!

judging at the rate that i keep saying i would kill to get this... i would kill to know this...

i think my future job is either an assassin or a murderer or killer or whatsoever that involves killing someone or something.

hahaha, random.

adieu.

Title: Emo confessions of a teenager in distress!

i would kill you now if you were to walk up to me & start mentioning abt tabletennis or start complaining about how tough & how you dislike it, seriously.

i would kill to have a chance to be in a tabletennis team again, sigh. gah, that's bad. honestly, i miss tabletennis so so so, way so much okay. so much that just relieving the good old times when we were playing would just make me smile. all those competition times where we start buying mentos one day before to chew on during matches to relief stress, times where Mr Lum would give us 2 bucks to go to the canteen & buy what we want to eat, times where we could just play & cheer your friends on while they're playing, times where teamwork starts off the matches, times where everything you've worked hard for payed off in the match, times where we could get out of class early just for matches, times where we go arnd laughing at each other during training, times where we would gather tgt & discuss how perverted our coach was, times where we went hysterical & got scolded by the coach during training. & how tensed we would be during matches. those times. relieving those times, sigh. & i still rmb my double partner Jesline, but all this was put to an end, everything has to end.

now that everything is gone. sigh. i didn't even know how the heck did i get into tabletennis. but i could still rmb smth dumb that happened during tabletennis. yeewen used her bat & knocked against my face when she was talking oh-so-enthusiastically. hahaha.

the bat just lies inside my room, collecting dust. sigh. it's kinda deprived when you come to think of it. once primary school is gone, it's gone. not even friends are left behind. i don't really remain in contact with anyone just that occasionally i would talk to Joseph, Qiyuan, Catherine, Jolynn, Meixian & Delise. let's not mention WongYeeWen that idiot who hit me on my face, gah. hahaha, but well, she's the closest to me alr, she's the only aunty whom i always go out with to kbox & spree, oh spree! gah, otherwise, it all spells N-O-T-H-I-N-G & G-O-N-E. how depressing is that? yes, that depressing, depressing till i can kill you just to shut your trap up, June.

okay, that was gay, i didn't even know why the heck i posted, but in any case, i love love love, adore & hearts(yes, twits language, pardon me) tabletennis & those good old times which we shared tgt.

if only i owned a time machine, i would have returned to those times & tell them how much i love them & treasure the trainings & time we shared tgt.

no, as i'm posting this i'm not shedding tears, it was just some random childhood that i remembered, yes emo, you may brand me as that. but only for this short puny time. call me emo after that & you should start taking a liking on the fact that your head is detached from your neck. well, everything has ended & it's time to move on, move on & i'll find greater things to treasure, better things. but, no matter what, this part of memory still stays, etched deeply, & i would just treat it with respect & let it rest within my head. tabletennis, i adore, friends, i adore, times, i treasure. but hey, ask me out for tabletennis & i'll gladly play along, especially to those whom i've trained with, not like i'm some super bagus player, at least i still remembered we could beat RiverValley, which is so disgustingly bad that you feel like laughing your guts out while playing with them. hahahaha, aye. that bad. duh, of course others will be better than me alr, cause you guys got the priviledge of being in a tabletennis team in secondary school, but we could always go the friendly way. it's been one year since i've touched my tabletenis bat. gah.

wongyeewen! let's go & play it someday soon! relieving those good old times!

Title: Time out with Belda babyy :D

then, the movie started! fastforward! till, erm, after movie? okay, crap, yes, after movie. hahaha :D then we went to take neos! hahaha, there's this really cool machine that you can drag more of yourself into the picture & stuff like that, i went mad okay. hahahaha. so we decorated so freaking long that i was like, i've never decorated neoprints that long & she went, yeah me too! hahaha, so we waited for our neos & we headed somewhere elses. BUT! the shopahoic itch of mine came on! hahaha, i went to buy a shirt that i honestly adore so much too! hahaha, so went off after buying, i went to show her Queen's Couture, Flesh Imp & stuff where she could get cool clothes! I WANT THAT QUEEN'S COUTURE CAREBEAR SHIRT LUH. damned! hahaha, so we went off, then! a random idea came on. we were like hey lets head to paragon, we went to Toys`R`Us. we were looking for a quiet spot, NO, not like couples, NOT to make out! hahaha, we were taking photos! hahahah, we went to take retarded photos that goes like this!meet spongebob & elmo! :D
now what, a pink horse?it's the christmas spirit!& they lived happily ever after! :DOH! my Romeo!OH! my Juliet!

then, we headed to the Merry-Go-Round to hook back some childhood memories! :D
HELLO!IT'S TIME WE BID GOODBYE!BYE!

after that there came this random idea! FRIED MARS BARS! & yes! that spells FarEast for us! hahaha, we walked there & we honestly talked a lot & shared a lot of secrets & we gossiped too! about those, ahems, that we don't adore that much, hahahaha! Shh, Belda rmb our secrets within us! the one who leaks it out will get it real hard alright! hahahaha! then Belda had fried mars bars when i couldn't! cause i had dumb dancing lessons on, so she was nice enough to walk me to the MRT otherwise pronounced mert, & took the same MRT with me, then we parted at Raffles! hahaha, i love Belda so so so so much! it's so much fun gng out with her, taking dumb photos! & sharing our secrets right! hahaha :D i love her so much & i want to go out with Belda again! :D the bestest junior that i've met! hahaha :D i love her! rawr! hahaha, man i miss her, & i want to go out with her again! crazy junior! adores herrrrr :D she's so much fun! hahaha!

then went for dance lessons & wow, we were early, for ONCE after one whole month of gng dance lessons! everytime we were either running in late or else we were not there, how pathetic! hahaha :D then we went for dance lessons & we did more than dumb 100 crunches & like 60 push ups! HA, i was more than dead beat. then i met my sister & Eugene on the MRT! then i went to visit my grandma & headed home where i had great dinner :D

it was wonderful ytd, really really wonderful, all the times i shared with Belda my beloved junior & yada yada! i love her so much more & i wanna go out with her again! it was so much fun communicating with her & talking all the rubbish plus taking photos! hahaha! & i seriously adore her! that nice bunch of honeyoats! hahaha! i will & i want to go out with her again! that lovely junior that i adore so much, that i love to communicate, that i love to take photos with, that i love to bring to shops to shop with & share secrets with! hahah, we shall keep it a secret okay! :D

& i've got some dumb blister that hurts like crap cause i nvr put vaseline when i wore my new heels, wow, brand me a loser, i'll gladly accept that without struggling. hahaha, honestly i thought of putting it, but it seems so comfortable at first, & it seems like the heels were big, but as i walked, HAH, my death slowly crept onto me. now, i can't even put on a pair of shoes, there goes my outing with mag! screwed. hahha, well, let's leave it, i bet she has enough company, i wasn't needed anw. hahaha. i added ten hearts to baoyue & she added me ten hearts, we're lame, we're cool, hahaha, i have no idea what the heck i'm writing. i can't deny, i need some billy bombers with her :D

June says: I wish my lawn is so emo that it will cut itself.
Baoyue says: I wish my fish is so emo that it will drown itself.

WOW, brillant or bravo?

adieu.

Title: Mundane life!

went kbox with my sister today, i swear that guy who attended to us is freaking cute & polite. i found out that his name is Edwin & he's super cute okay! he likes to space out :D

so, it was fun & i'm off to watch some youtube AGAIN. yes i know, that's my mundane life, expect no more alright.

adieu.

Title:

i don't know why, but there's this sudden fetish over rain again! bahh! :D

he looks really hawt in his new album, like he can dance, he looks cool, he's got the factor! he's so hawt, really hawt & sexy, oh that sex appeal that he carries( - floats into a trance). he's got the arrogant look that makes me go hysterical just staring at him, queer as it may seems, but it's true. :D he's freaking arrogrant looking, but uh huh, i like that :D! he's simply delicious, rawr. i like his kinda style, uh huh. guess i'll go photo hunting soon! oh &! his body is freaking hawt, it's kinda built like for girls to lie on & he'll protect you kinda thing :D okay, i'm crazy, but he's so so, aww! i like his style. he's not handsome, but he's arrogant enough to sweep me off my feet, he can dance well enough to kill me & he's got sucha well built body that i would ever be so ready to throw myself at him anytime! okay, enough of praising him, in any case, my adoration for him can never be described in words, cause he's simply so WOW. adoreee! :D & i would kill just to know him, let's not talk about being his girlfriend, cause that's so unrealistic. HOHOHO. but yes, i would kill to know that charming piece of thing! the new IN thing: please be arrogrant & have well built body! okay wait, i can't stop commenting on that sexy arse, cause he's so arrogrant & the way he poses, rawr! okay enough, i'll stop you here(yes, stop drooling folks). go man hunting for rain for he's hawt sexy, nice steps; dances, charming, well built model perfection body, sex appeal he carries & the arrogant charm! HE'S GOT THE STYLE! uh huh uh huh.

i feel like buying his new album! :D

Rain's so freaking hawt & he's got the factor babyyy.

adieu.

Title:

so much for those stuff, i hope nth surfaces at all again, or else, it's gna get irritating again, rawr.

i won't blog about HK yet, cause i aint got the photos with me, without photos, there aint much fub blogging :D

i've gotten back my camwhore spirito! 3 cheers to that :D

so, back from HK & yes! i'm missing a tiny bit of them! had great lunch at Bakerzin with mommy! then went for dance & yada yada. caught up prettaye alot with bestfriend! hahaha, & oh yeah, we've gotten heels tgt :D mine's red, her's white! hahaha :D bid goodbye to my purple hair extension & my current hair, cause i'm gna snip them off, sad, yes i know, i'm unwilling too, but my mommy insist, so what can i do. obey. okay, i'm off to watch some youtube again! will upload & blog more abt HK once i've gotten back my cam! :D

adieu.

Title:

to that someone too, screw off your arse & go fuck yourself. you made me use the f word, though it's quite unworthy on you, but fuck cares.

the post didnt meant baoyue & baoyue knows for pete's sake. screw you alright? i was being emo & friendship prob was all i could think & blog abt at that point of time since i was bored cause i watched finish my taiwanese idol show okaye, so go screw yourself. i had to blog smth useful since i was getting quite random so i blogged that okay you arse, take that you shit.

fucking misunderstandings.

hey machine gun, i didnt meant you in the post okay, you know it i know it, i made it clear alr? i was just plain bored & we shall be wary tgt okaye :D screw those people & shut their mouths with buns.

adieu.

Title:

getting emo is really fun, but when it gets out of hand, that spells trouble.

i've been getting really peeved recently & i mean getting peeved really easily. i scream at people when they step on my precious shoe that i honestly love love love & adore alot. & i'm starting to get mean with my words, it's kinda insulting, i don't quite figure that out, i just can't be normal. perhaps, it's just irritating me that's why i'm turning out like this.

okay, my sincere apologies to those that i've screamed & said mean things at, namely, Arabelle & Baoyue, sorry dudes, it just can't be helped.

it's time i stop this, cause i'm definitely gonna screw myself if my attitude still goes on being so rude & everything. but i think it's the cause of homesick or their irritating behaviour. till that day that i return back to Spore, i don't think i will change. pretty sad, but i can't do anything about it, but i'll leave it in God's Hands :D

i've millions & trillions complains & i wanna shout it all out.

adieu.

Title:

so, the last time i blogged is rather long ago, but who cares. as long as i'm back onto the blogging scene :D

the last time i stopped at causeway bay, the next day we went to disneyland! bahh! it was fun shopping there, okaye, its rather weird, people go there for the rides & everything, but somehow, the singaporeans(namely Lynnette, Arabelle, Jacqueline, Baoyue & June), went shopping & i spent a freaking large sum of money there, i could have killed myself! but, the consoling thing is that i got all the souvenirs alr? hahaha, self consolation, that's what EVERYONE does.

we shopped there & then we took hell loads of photo, the ending part was fantastic! the fireworks were so so so pretty, i think it's way prettier than Singapore's? no offence, but seriously, yes. it was really colourful okaye, & there were like super pretty patterns? its kinda of experience of a lifetime, cause you dont get to see such things in Singapore, well we're pretty cautious, in case fireworks kills.

went to some infrastructure thing the next day which i went with my parents 2 years ago, rawr. before that we went to causeway bay's sogo to shop again & this time round i got a shirt for myself :D there was this another shirt that was like 40 bucks but it was really nice with a pheonix, i psychoed myself not to buy, so i got 2 shirts that cost 40 bucks altogether, budget :D after the infrastructure thingy, we went to Zara & i got my garfield shirt :D & then to K2, which i bought a bag & jacket for my sister. went for sushi that night, then went home & enjoyed.

today we went to Ocean Park :D please, it was way so fun can? hahaha, we sat the mine trains like, erm, 5 times? we sat the roller coaster for like, 3 times? we decided that if we were to fall off the roller coaster & die, we will hold hands & think of the most important people in our lives. hahahah! cool :D, sitting with bao is gonna kill your ears alright, she freaked out like crazy & screamed all her guts out can? even before the ride okaye, that's how scary she is, but on the other hand, the calm me, clamed her down in every ride luh :D hahaha, thank me man cheong. hahaha. there was this ride that looked like we were having sex in the thing okay :D rather cool. but it was nice taking all the rides with her & yada yada :D

i'm looking forward to the shopping trip at Mongkok tmrw :D & the trip back to Spore, i miss EVERYONE!

adieu.

Title:

okay, so i'm currently blogging at HK, so i shall make it snappy alright! :D ( i know you guys will miss me)

decided to stop using f word, hahaha! oh & please, singapore airlines is good, superb & everything niceee :D then we arrived, i went for great dinner. the next day it was breakfast with principal, ah it's super weird can? then we had sumptious breakfast & off to opening ceremony st King's College -> guys! :D

sang retardly, then went to mich's hse for bbq, had some fun running around the playground & erm, taking retarded photos :D

went to school & then went to stanleymarket(oh that alluring birkenstock that i wanted to own!), victoria peak(hagen daz babeh!), star ferry & tsim sa tsui :D

school again, this time round we headed to central library(damned!), it was so freaking boring & to trust mr ho to say that its damn interesting, wow. we went causeway bay to shop but almost all are winter clothings? bahh!

love is June, June is love!(deborahhh :D )

adieu.

Title:

bid adieu to me for the time being! rawr! i'm gna be gone for ten days; off to HongKong.

alright alright, i sense the jealousy in the air, but don't worry, you'll get your chance soon :D

hahahah! oh this few days other than being emo, i have a new hobby, i've been like, erm, eating apples, okaye, just kill me for that, i don't know how did that stupid habbit came onto me alright, like an apple a day keeps a doctor away, bullocks.

today was muthafucking sexaye! we had to play this stupid childhood games, but it hooks back strings of great memories alright :D hahaha! some muthafucker just killed me can? he slapped my leg, fuck him! hahaha, but it was really fun.

so aft that, decided to go home without dinner, couldn't really stay out with them cause i think i should be home early since i'm leaving tmrw? hahah, see how nice i am! damned! hahaha, then packed my luggage, honestly, i don't really know what to bring, oh screw the muthafucking trip.

hahaha, so had this fucked up luggage with all my stuff, oh & i got a new penguin named bean :D rather cool aye! hahaha, that muthafucking penguin is fucking cute alright!

oh! & malcolm keeps saying suck my balls & eat my shit todaye, i think because he's having a flu, damn funny. hahaha! & he's really really weird, but well, it's still malcolm :D

& i find someone really cute :D

till then, miss me for ten days! stake on your phone bill if you're gna msg me or call me cause it'll be global msg & overseas call :D


adieu.

Title: Emo confessions of a teenager

i feel like some bloody spare tyre can.

ahhhh, emo emo emo emo. hahaha, sounds like elmo to me! dude, that was the lamest thing i could ever do, laugh at my own damned jokes. that's muthafucking stupid! who gives a damn, bah!

so i woke up at the same damned time ytd, suppose to be out, but belle couldn't make it, rawr! so i guess i can't watch my hawtties in the covenant? gosh, it's okaye, i'll just settle down for some good ol` taiwan idol dramas :D no one shall disturb me! anyone does, i'll crush your balls & make sure you'll no longer have a fucking good time on bed alright, come try me, stake on your balls & bed pleasure :D hahahahahahahaha, so i'm off with a bowl of nice breakfast cereal :D

adieu.

Title:

ahhhh, what's with all the emo crapppp!

oh & patty went missing before i could meet it again! rawr!

but, hey emo is great, it expresses teenage life in another different angle, look at things in different aspects dude! hahaha :D

emo = emotional = kids & teenagers lifes' nowadays = great ways of expressing!

hahaha, take that :D

adieu.

Title:

i went for dance lessons ytd with mag & it was great, did more than a hundred crunches, but so, it didn't help, cause i ate super super a lot for dinner, geez. but the dance was really great, super fun & all :D couldn't ask for anything elses! rawr!

after dance rushed home & had dinner, practically rot my time away aft dinner but dinner was sumptious okaye! here! drool to this! a plate of cheeseeeyyyyy crayfishh! with delicous eggs & mifen :D okaye, maybe the mifen part a bit off, but still! hahaha :D

watched tv & talked on the phone with mag, then went to sleep cause my mom wanted me to slp, so there goes, i went to sleep.

woke at 11 this morning, surprisingly early okaye! hahaha, then decided to try sleeping again, lazing arnd, but i just can't! (*@)PU&)W(&&&! rawr! then used the comp, till now :D hahaha, it hasn't been really long since i've woke up, so bullocks, i don't really know what i'm posting, all the rubbish & yada yada. pardon my random posts, it's just, urgh, RANDOM.

okaye, let's start with smth worthy to ponder about.
shaldn't mention anything, but honestly, get a life, go look for conscience(sp?), i bet you don't even have it, always claiming that people did things that doesn't bode well of you, others let you down & yada yada, have you ever wondered what you've did to others, you, living in a world of self-denial, always think that others are plotting against you & you're always using the same old trick, goodness gracious, would you mind at least you changed your tactics. that would raise the level of challenge, asking others to pit against you using the same old fucking method, that's like degrading oneself's dignity. so muthafucking hell just get a hold of yourself & change your method, lst that would make you a bit more worthy of challenging, yes for fuck's sake, please.

not particularly mentioning anyone, so if you're reading this & you get offended, pardon me, it's not you luh! but wait a minute, if you're afraid it's you, means you've done smth wrong, so this post is a warning to anyone out there, but really really, it didn't mean anyone, just check your conscience for it, if you've serve the qualities mention above well, you honestly need some time to do some soul searching alright, no offence.

so people are always like that, acting pathetic just to get attention & yada yada, everytime they will be thinking of more tactics to deal with others, have they ever slow down the pace of their thoughts & get rid of those evil thoughts & try to think of means & ways to help people on the damn fucking streets or anyone elses, like your friends. fucking hell no, people are this selfish & always thinking that the whole muthafucking world is plotting against them, get a life! everyone is living in a damned mask, no one really unveils their mask to anyone, not even to their closest relative. they'll just be good buddies on the surface with you, but deep down inside, it's that really the truth, fucking hell no, they go arnd bitching & yada yada. that's not call a friend. & more to that, sometimes, that mask stick so closely to them, that they don't even take it off when they're with their closest family members, they go on with their angelic mask, acting fucking innocent & all. damned. the greatest challenge of all is to get that dumb fuck mask off, that hideous look will scare everyone away, definitely. & there's no way to cover that up, no, not even donning how thick make-up.

get a life seriously, please. & face reality. (once again, not mentioning anyone okaye :D)

so, that's an emo long post, i'm getting hungry after getting emo, hahaha!

adieu.

Title:

Everybody's looking at me
But it's alright, I like attention
The club's not hot until i walk through
They stop & stare & watch me move
Like "Damn, I like that"
I'm sexy & you know it
Clap your hands
Oh, it's like that
I'm not afraid to show it, understand?
Yeah, I'm hot, bitch
Don't be mad at me, go check your man

Girls and boys are looking at me
I can't blame `em `cause I'm sexy, ow!

Don't care who's watching me
I do just what I want
Just `cause I dance with you
Don't mean you're getting some
Don't get excited baby
`Cause I might turn you on
Turn you on, turn you out
Give `em something to write about

All the boys are looking up at me
As I dance on the table top
Tonight I'll be their liquid dreams
They want a piece of what I got
Damn I like that
She's sexy & she's shaking over me
She's hot & I can't take her
I need a drink
I'm hot yeah
She's cooler than I ever thought she'd be

Girls and boys are looking at me
I can't blame `em `cause I'm sexy, ow!

Don't care who's watching me
I do just what I want
Just `cause I dance with you
Don't mean you're getting some
Don't get excited baby
`Cause I might turn you on
Turn you on, turn you out
Give `em something to write about

Don't dance too close, I might turn you on
Don't try to impress me, my papers no
Don't believe all that you read my ish out loud
We can dance all night but you ain't getting none, none
Sorry I turned you on
Take a cold shower when you get home

Girls and boys are looking at me
I can't blame `em `cause I'm sexy, ow!

Don't care who's watching me
I do just what I want
Just `cause I dance with you
Don't mean you're getting some
Don't get excited baby
`Cause I might turn you on
Turn you on, turn you out
Give `em something to write about

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i'm like in love with Paris Hilton, gosh that sucks, but who cares, she's freaking hawt ;D

i realised that my life's so freaking boring, thus i decided to add spice & no one's gna spoil it for me, unless you're bringing sugar along :D

whatever.

adieu.

Title:

i've lost my camwhore spirit, can some kind soul rekindle it for me? ):
i'm desperately needing it.

rawrrrr!

adieu.

Title:

okaye, so it's been hell long since i've ever blogged, so people. yes i'm back on the blogging scence!

much has happened lately, but not worth mentioning, nth big either. class partaye was a, okaye, not exactly fun but not exactly a flop :D so, thank God!

the rest of the days were spent with my family & i'm totally enjoying that for no reason, solemnly i swear i am :D norm, i will be like, what the fuck is your prob?!?!? i wna go out & have some fun with my friends, this time round, since tamed(i've been tamed, somehow), i like to stay with my family :D aww, heartwarming aye?

then, results day, i totally forgotten about it okaye? like, just kill me instantly, i forgotten abt smth so fucking impt? rawr, kill me. awoken up by mag & baoyue calling me, & i thought i missed a remedial or smth! so they were like June you're in blah blah blah, then i'm like, HUH how can that be, oh okaye, bye. honestly, i didn't feel anything about my streaming results, wonder why? hahaha! so i'm off to watch my AQMFS, don't stop me, try & i'll kill ya.

oh & condolescences(sp?) to crabby!
before i could meet you, you died ):
hope patty is still arnd!

adieu.

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holidays are here & i'm not enjoying it, damned! ahhh, it's time that i should hit the beach, frolicking around on the beach :D ahh, but that's not the way that i'm having it. i need some partaye right nowwwww!

yesterdaye was halloween & i didnt celebrate it, no way! i needa a partaye right now, i feel like gng out till dawn BUT no one is willing to do that ): awwww. okaye, so i'm supposed to reach Dover at 10 & the fucking time now is 2, ha. maybe aft this i'll prepare to go, hope the barbeque will turn out to be a success, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, damned please.

so, holidays are here & i currently am having no fun, tmrw's the only day that i'm free & most prolly i'll spend the whole damned day trying to finish the fucking big pile of holiday assignments that all the tchers have gave us. bahh!

okaye, i think i had better head to Dover or else i'll be dead.
adieu.