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feeling so fucked up, betrayed and everything shait you could ever think of.
like yeah, i'm fucking emotional. one minute i'm fucking gay, one minute i'm fucked up. shait, call me whatever you want.

like dude, i hang out with him it's like normal friends only right, dude he also asked you out, just that you can never make it to go out with you. and what, i betrayed you like that, you call this betrayal, you need me to like bring you back to kindergarden and fucking teach you what's called betrayal. like damned. i didnt betray you for pete's god damned sake. i'm like just going out with any usual damned friends like him only, dude you like him, so. liking someone only right, doesn't means that me, hey i can't go out with the person you like. like yeah, i fucking don't give a damn whether you like him a not, like for what, i don't like him and you don't have to worry, i just treat him as my cool senior, like yeah, are you gonna like let this damned friendship be ruined, like just because i go out with the guy that you like, damned, that's like how fucking childish, seriously, don't make life miserable for the both of us, like shait. i dont enjoy this, i have to hide whenever i go out with him just to please you, grow up my dear, i love you, you should know, i treat you like my good friend and everything, like for just this damned small fucking thing, we're gonna not be friends anymore, for hell sake, grow up.

fuck.