i love the times we had darhl,give it a smile.

this post,dedicating to her.
miss seow is leaving us,& aye we're all sad,down & unhappy):darn.i nearly cried,but it's quite embarrassing,so leave it to myself.emotional are girl's nature,we're gifted in that,why hide.i don't know.perhaps hiding it makes me feel better.but when she hand that letter & postcard & candle to me,my tears were like rimming there alr.i really can't bear to see her go,she's the one who made me realise competition is only against myself,she made me grew in God,she made my history rise from rock bottom till first in class.she made my day by smiling.she encouraged us by sharing songs & God's dedications to us.she's sucha wonderfunkaye tcher that seldom scold us.she's the one who join in laughter when we crapped,she takes all our nonsensical remarks.she's really nice.she's sucha dedicated tcher,she's sucha blessing that God gave me.thank God for our paths to be crossed,& hope it still will in the near future,though hard i'll leave it all to God.at lst in heaven we will,right ms seow(:sometimes i really detest myself why i wouldnt treasure everything that i have,yes i know that but i still dont cherish them.i know i ought to,cause time's running,no rewinding,but still.i gave in to satan's ploy,deceiving myself that everything last,no it doesnt.just like how miss seow have impacted me & now she's leaving us.& how she's just a part & parcel in out yet to come life.sometimes,i really hate knowing wonderfunkaye tchers,cause there's always a time for parting,& yes it is painful.just like how this is happening to darhl history tcher.i love her,i do.just as i say that,i can cry,yes emotional but still it is girl's right to do so.the tears can fall uncontrollably in front of miss seow,i dont mind letting her see the soft side.really,she enriched me with knowledge.thus,a lesson learnt.cherish what i have now.don't wait for it to be gone.strange as it seems,i do understand fully,but complacency & foolishness of a young child still overcomes my determination to be so,as such,making me that mistake even though i know it.it's far worst than doing the mistake unknowingly,now i know.but at lst i shall try,i love you miss seow,that hug i had,it's reminiscening.may our path cross again & once again i love you & i'll pray for ya.

sad sad,you're my sunshine,dontcha realise.